hello!! oh god! i almost forgot i actually got a blog! wahaha.. it's been a year since I last update uh.. HAPPY Chinese new year...! anyone want to share angbao $$ wif me? LOL!


I will start off this post by telling u wat happened to me recently and IT really happened. im not making up story/tales/cock.

Once upon a time... *oh wait.. sound very wrong. let's try again*

On the first day of Chinese new year, after all these dinner and stuff. my sister and I decided to go over to Kenneth’s to so-called "bainian" but as u all know la.. bainian bainian.. actually is just to go over his place play card. LOL. so we decided to play "ban luck" or rather black jack with ken's family and friends. my sis and me tog Zhen(banker) and we manage to win 16 plus each. not bad eh..
after we are done with play card, dey go on play mj. like u all know im angmo educated one so I dunno how to play that.

and I decided to take out my lappy to online and try to do my project. So I do and do and do. the more I do the more dulan(angry) I get cos im struck and my BillDAL and BillBLL(name of my project file) went MIA. so I done smth that I regret for life! I puck out my lappy charger as its on AC power only.. thinking that I did something right and I try to turn on lappy again. Just like any other time it loads and takes quite a while but this time round it shows the safe mode screen thingy.. I was like omg.. dieeee..
and on select the "Start window normally" and I wait..
wait.

wait..

wait...

and wait and wait and wait..
OMG!!! oh shit! I dun believe my eyes so I turn off the power and try again..same old screen and I choose "Safe Mode"
and I wait..
wait.

wait..

wait...

and I repeat these step like for at least 5-6 times? and no result.. I know that im in deep shit.. cos I have no back up copy in my desktop or thumb drive.. I was totally lost. the feeling is just like David Beckham jus miss the penalty kick!
I was scare like seriously scared and hate myself for that act of impulsive.
but somehow I remember wat pastor prince have preach bring God into ur situation and not complain for wat happened.
so I pray and head home as its late.The next day I woke up and I bugged all of my project mate and asking for any back up copy of my work. thks amas! he got a back up copy and it's very nice of him to email it to me I really appreciate that. but that copy is rather useless, it’s like might as well I restart everything. DAL, BLL and even database is not there..!!

so I was super duper sad almost bust out and cry.. but however I still have to go over to my auntie hseover at my auntie's my bro in law knows my problem and he try to help me retrieve out my project. and I hand my lappy over to him..

in the evening... my bro called. and ask me abt wat's the name of my project and where's located.wosh! upon hearing this I was like Hallelujah~!
and my bro sent an email to me attach project to it!and I went to watch “Bride war" with my sisters. it’s not bad lar! well..at least better den All's well and wedding game!
and my mobile went off again.it's my bro again. so I answer and I was stunned by wat my bro said. he ask me for wat's my wallpaper looks like? and telling me that my lappy is alive again!!
I was like Hallelujah! Hallelujah! I nearly burst out of tears again!! but this time round is the tears of joy!

okie tt's the end of my story!
and the moral of this story is.........................................
is it really God or its pure coincident?
I leave it up to u to decide. but if u ask me. I will say it out it "IT MUST BE GOD!"

next I gonna tell u another incident that my God had answer my prayer..cut the long story short it's abt me went to buy boots.. I search and search and search wanted to buy smth I like yet its affordable. as my budget is tight.. and I finally found a boot that I fall in love at 1st sight! ADIDAS(All Day I Dreaming About Sex) ! =X F30 white...! wosh.. I know it’s a old model but I tink its nicer den all the other latest model..

so I ask the auntie:"ehhhh auntie arr.. this one last piece ar?"

auntie:"yeah la this one old model la.."

eDwin(ehhh auntie not looking good quite fierce ehh..) : " ehhh okay can i try the size?"

auntie: "go sit there and try lo"

eDwin went over and take a sit to try his so called cool boot

eDwin(AISEH jus nice.. steady la! see the tag $95):"ehh auntie this one can count 90 anot?"

auntie(ignore my qn):"wait ar i go see the other side"

eDwin:"okay.. thks you arr"
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eDwin(wah the auntie so nice ar climb up and down. aiya if dun haf den nvm lor):"ehhh.. dun haf ar?"

auntie(on the ladder):"ehh dun haf lei. i tink u look for another model"

eDwin(looking very sad):"okay lor"

eDwin pray to God. and telling Him that he really likes the model

eDwin(pick up a F5 or is it F50)"This one got size anot?"

auntie(ignore my qn like again!):" wait wait.. "

auntie climb up ladder and take down one black box with the addidas logoauntie"naa, size 8"

eDwin(looking happy)"thks you"went over to the chair and try putting it on. wosh.. just nice.. and I take a glare into the mirror OMG!!!! look like David villa sia

auntie( brought the boot over to counter and tell uncle):"Take 90 from him"

The End...

and the moral of this story is.........................................
is it really God or its pure coincident? I leave it up to u to decide.
but if u ask me. I will say it out it "IT MUST BE GOD!"

why so?

okay 1st of all if the boot is so easy to find wat's take the auntie 5 min to climbing up and down seeking left and right for it and yet never find it and almost immediately right after I pray and the auntie out of nowhere can see the box right on top at the shelve w/o even climbing the ladder? 2nd wat's makes the auntie to sell it to me at the price of 90 w/o even answering to my qn? normally when u buy things if dey wan to gif u a discount or wat dey surely will say out one ritee.. but not this time...

okay.. I still got alot more of this type of story to share.. but not this post. cos I haven even touch on ultimate yet.. haha..

well.. I have been super duper down form and really on the verge of quitting ultimate for the last few week ago.. I noe u guys noe wat i mean rite.. its seriously everything went wrong! like i cant even catch a simple chest lvl disc.. and worst I cant even defense.. in short totally useless..but I told myself if I quit now I will surely regret for the rest of my life as it's really not easy to come back after quitting.
I personally see alot of example. ppl like Robin, Bolin, Ronald and from the bottom of my heart I truly respect each and every one of them as the you will have to overcome the impression that ppl might give u and the game sense and every single thing. throws stamina etc etc.. so I decided to fight on. I tell myself I will make myself useful and LB ever said this when u are down try to play the position that u are most comfort in. so I take his advise and I try playing mid mid for a few times.
At first I cant really get used to the timing of the cuts

but I still nv give up and keep pushing thru.. despite getting scolded from ppl/team mate I tell myself I really want to play.. at the point of time when I felt that there's really no one that can console me I will talk to God. and things are beginning to went up again this few weeks.. I really hope I wont facing this stage again! but I know I will surely face it again cos this is ULTIMATE! and the only way for u to improve is to overcome all these problem and it will surely takes u to the NEXT LEVEL

weeks ago Kenneth ask this question:"Who is ready for ivp?"
no one answer...

and right now I would like to ask that question!

I AM READY!!
beside from answering I got another question..

ARE YOU WITH ME?

well.. it’s all I have for Frisbee.

okay.. that’s all I have for u folks...! pls remember to tag! =D

do u feel the same as what I have for u?
or is it simply just one sided?
can u pls enlighten me..
It's killing me
But still will keep u
in my prayer
In my heart.. goodnite gal..

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