1st Oct
suppose to reach Bishan park at 1300 but however i only woke up at 11.45? was feeling unwell feel like puking but nth came out, so pack up everything and take a quick shower. left my hse at almost 12.15.. Take a bus down to train station and to Bishan. Saw yu pei and jeff at the bus stop was kinda relieve cos i'm not the only one late and oso i'm not sure abt the place they playing.

some throwing at Bishan park & drills and everything seem alright so had chicken rice for lunch, the most suck-est chicken rice i ever had. well.. i'm not a fussy person when it comes to food but when i say it's suck u can imagine how bad it is la. hahahaha.. so took a cab down to nyp with jeff mark yi xiang, slack ard till training started.

Training are fun as usually but i seriously HATE mushroom drill, it took us ard 45 min to get it over and done with. As normal we would split ourselves into two team, my team was wearing dark which consist of Ken,Shawn,Wei long,Alan,Alex,Jon,Yee meng, Yu pei, Yin ci and Dorris.
well.. in short i tink everyone played well except for me. haix.. still so noob at reading disc and been sky-ed by cs. well.. i dun really mind sky-ed by him but what make me so shag about is
a feeling. A feeling like you hate yourself for not working hard enough to get the disc. i really hate it man! haix. nvm nvm.. shld push myself even harder next time. anyway.. it's really a nice sky. hahahaha!

Dinner at s11 afterwhich travel all the way back home alone. it's kinda sad sia when u travel alone, my mind keep thinking abt alot of things. things like training stuff, ex's and what a failure i am and emo chinese song blasting onto my ear it really make me shred a tear or two sia! hahahaha..

i tink i'm tired and lazy to go on liao. but before i go check this video out. Another song sang out my feeling.. hope you are reading this. =( haix


飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你


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