26th sept
training! at 1500 but i was late for like almost a hour? started off with 4 rounds around hockey pitch follow by 50 forehand 50 backhand. well.. after which come a mushroom drill i was like kinda new to this drill, so cs guide me thru the drill. supposedly to do 20 catches however we did not make it due to low moral and mark decided to stop the drill. cs gets angry and spike the disc which lead us to suicided but tt's okie. cos frisbee is a team sport if one person struggle we all struggle, one person triumph we all triumph!
after which was pick-up follow by some light pt and pick up again. hahaha.. it's a enjoyable training for everyone i guessed. heading home after that as usually alone and lonely, long waiting for bus 45 and suddenly a song keep on playing inside my head.

走在熙来攘往的街头你不再牵着我的手
小心翼翼的将你小指勾泪也小心翼翼的流
有些事情你在瞒着我你终于还是开了口
淡淡一句～还是朋友(小心翼翼的将你的小指勾)撕裂的心
犹如刀割知道分手后你不难过你比从前快乐
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口
那过往的欢乐是否褪色想问你怎么舍得
不要在耳边再说你会想我

it's a nice song isnt it? quite meaningful in fact like sang out how i really felt. if only u can read this =((
well.. gonna go for work alr. shall blog again! =D take kare ppl!
ciaoOoOOOOoooooOoooOOoOoOOoOo

. 2:56 PM

HELLO! it's been a long long time since i last blog. well.. i'm so lazy CAN! hahaha.. hmm.. actually there's nth much to blog about too.. have been working working and working. =( oooohhh wait.. i attended church..! after so long, learn a couple of things abt god. in short grace aint a license to sin. =PpP
Frisbee training have been fun yet tiring for me but i'm still so lousy.. =( was wondering when i can play like the rest. haixxx... nvm nvm i shall work even harder. hehS!

i want to watch this show sia
now i pronounce chuck & larry.

Two comedy dynamos unite in this comedy from director Dennis Dugan (PARENTHOOD, HAPPY GILMORE). Brooklyn firefighters Larry Valentine (Kevin James) and Chuck Levine (Adam Sandler) have watched each others back since they met in the Academy even though they are different as can be. Playboy Chuck cant get enough of the ladiesand they cant get enough of him. Larry, meanwhile, is a widower raising two young children and still grieving the death of his wife. When Larry saves Chucks life on a call, he comes up with a unique way for his buddy to repay him: having missed the opportunity to name his children beneficiaries, he asks Chuck to act as his domestic partner so that his children will be provided for if tragedy strikes. But these two buddies soon find themselves the subject of an investigation by the city. Enter Alex McDonough (Jessica Biel), their highly attractive attorney who leaves Chuck desperately wishing he wasnt pretending to be gay
LOL! anyone???
it's rated M18 so if u're still a kidd pls dun waste ur time yo! LOL!

hmmm.. happy mid-autumn festival pple!! enjoy eating mooncake yo.. well.. i gonna meet my chang er alr.. hahahaha! shall blog again.. =D
ciaOoOOOOooOoOOoOoOoO

. 1:00 PM

2oth sept
i woke up at 0630 if u rmb today it's my 2nd attempt for tp, and i need to reach cdc at 0700. so i hurry wash up and everything den ran to the bus stop hoping bus 45 will arrival soon. praise the lord! bus 45 came right after i reached the bus stop hence manage to be on time for tp.

By the time i step into cdc everyone was took their number tag alr so i hurry walk down and check for my number tag. no.78 was the number tag hanging across my chest as usual there will be 90 ppl taking the test for ur info, previously my number was 88 well the number is arrange by age group so meaning there're more 1989 ppl taking today tp. i was wonder if i fail again my number will be 68? den 58, 48, 38,28,18,08!! LOL! okie joke aside.

Before the actual test start there will be a warm up round which is let u complete one circuit.(slope,fig8,crank course,plank,slalom and e-brake) The warm up round wasnt tt fantastic
especially for the fig8 haix. as per normal first 40 bike gets to go off 1st, wait and wait and wait.... finally the instructors called out 76 77 78 put on your helmet and gloves. i'm super nervous at the point of time almost feel like puking sia! hahahaha! but manage to hold it la, so entering slope which caused me an immediate failure at my first tried kinda had that fear of stalling engine AGAIN! but everything turns out alright. Basically the circuit is good so hit the road right after i'm done with e brake.
Road was fine just that during the u-turn part got one stupid driver driving a stupid car cut my lane and i almost hit on to the car but praise the lord once again i manage to jam brake! so after the road returning back to school park the bike and slack ard until 11.30.
Inside a room not any bigger den tutorial lab containing 90 "kan chiong ppl" waiting for judgment day! if your number tag is called meaning u fukin screw the test. so the list goes blah blah blah... when it comes to my group the instructor shouted out 76,80,81. i was like SHUANG!! cos i pass the test alr la! wahahhahaha..
so spent 50 buck to make the license. hmmm? come to think abt it i spent exactly 6months to complete the whole thing. my first practical was on 20th march-20sept.
this is how much i had spend. not included PDL and the license. hahahhaha! but it's okay cos i still manage to pass la sia!

okay afterwhich still hyper about passing so company my sister and her fren to go jogging. we jog and jog and jog right from bedok to ecp and frm ecp to bedok. well.. i tink i'm a good runner but however my sister seem to be better den me sia! cos i stop half way i really cant take it for that moment i tot i was about to die sia! (dramatic) =.-!
LOL!
well it's getting late yo. and tml gonna be a long day for me. hahahha. .good nite yo. tag me if u need a ride! hhahahahahhaha.
ciaoOoOoOOOOoooOOoO

. 11:38 PM

well.. just a quick updated before i go to circuit..
RESULT IS OUT!!
my result are as follow

IT1101
COMPUTING MATHEMATICS 1-------------------D+

IT1106
ESSENTIALS OF INFOCOMM TECHNOLOGY-----------------C+

IT1110
COMMUNICATION SKILLS 1-------------------------B

IT1111
PROGRAMMING ESSENTIALS----------------------B

IT1193
INTERACTIVE WEB APPL DEVELOPMENT PROJECT---------------B

IT1209
INTERACTIVE WEB APPLICATION DEVELOPMENT---------------C+

IT2182
MARKETING 1------------------------------------------------------B

overall GPA= 2.6

conclusion:
not bad la. heng heng my math pass sia! cos i was like handing in a blank piece of paper sia. but was kinda disappointed with 1209 1111 1106, i was expecting A for java, B for 1209 and 1106. i'm still happie with my result overall. =D
okie gonna ciao for circuit alr! see ya ppl!

. 9:20 AM

17th sept. today is just not my day but i cant believe myself actually not really that sad.

CDC incident
woke up at 12 plus and realise my hp isn't by my side so i tried to find it.i search high and low but i just cant find it suddenly i remember that my sister threw my hp and it landed under the bed. poor hp. ='(so i slack around till 1300 b4 i decided to go take a shower, left hse around 1345 and heads toward cdc. when i reached cdc it was ard 1420 so i wait till 1435 before i can submit the book thingy.when the instructor take out all the document,i glance down and found out my document not brought out so standard procedure you will have to show them the receipt if your document is not there. so i went to the office and print out my recipe the qn isn't that long but the ppl using are taking their own sweet time, i was like super anxious la cos they will begin the warm up anytime.After a long long time finally they are done with that computer thingy so i hurry log in and print out the recipe just as i hit print button there's no paper coming out i was like wtf! so i tried again but the paper doesn't seem to like me, hence i chiong go the computer beside it this time round everything seem to work properly. when the paper is printing i take a quick look at it, to my horror i saw something i not suppose be seeing!!! It's the timing of the circuit revision is actually1245-1425 i was like !@#!#$%@#. LOL!!! This is not my 1st time came to the wrong timing sia!Why am i so blur? LOL! so i decided to try my luck and see if i can just blend in with the rest so i took the no.8 tag and submit my booklet and recipe in and hoping they don't stop me.They really never stop me sia, so i proceed on to do the warm up and everything. Just as i thought everything is going to be smooth sailing, i heard someone shouting"Number 8! stop!"and......................

Waiting incident
heading toward NYP after i'm been chase off, meeting cs at 1500 at north canteen for soccer game when i reached north canteen it was 1520? i tot i gonna be late,when i step into canteen i cant find any familiar faces around so i called cs. He told he's reaching soon so i go and get the soccer ball first. After i came back with the ball no familiar shadow around and i grab some quick bite and wait for them. only after 1600 plus i saw cs coming wif ben,alex and dorris wait for them to had their lunch shawn join in later too. we go to hockey pitch for soccer game!

Training incident
After soccer game we began training started off with 3 rounds around the hockey pitch follow by warm up after which we played monkey.Hopping drill and Hucking drill are next,and finally pickup. jon and i are suppose to "apple,orange" as standard i never fancy orange so i chose apple. Ben led the "apple" wore light and Robin led the "orange" wore dark, apple team consist of ben,shawn,neil,garrick,monster,jeff,yeemeng,alicia,wan yee,cong pei,yinci and me. while orange team consist of robin,arron weilong,alvin,derrick,LB,alex,cs,jon,yixiang,yupei,amy,dorris.(sorry if i left anyone out cos i cant remember clearly la)so the line was unbalance ben's team are weaker and the game wasn't good at all i made alot of mistake,there's one opportunity to score but i just missed it. =(i simply sucks at reading disc after 5month plus of training i still cant read the disc was super disappointed with myself.WHY AM I SUCK AT READING!?! =((We lost the game,some of us lost confident and a handful of us lost pride.after the light is off ben gather the light team and gave team talk, something about what's ben said inspire me in one way or another.
There're two kind of ppl when it's comes to losing,1: keep on sinking way down and keep on losing2:Pick themselves up and fight back on to the game. i don't wan to be the 1st type of ppl i want to be those ppl that can actually pick themselves up and fight even harder. well.. thru this game i actually discover my weakness and shall practise more on disc reading.i really wants and will strive to improve! and i hope everyone can improve tog after all we are still a team! NYP ultimate!omg i hooked on this game!LOL!!

well.. i'm super tired after sucha long day! good nite ppl! feel free to tag my board yo! =XciaOoOooOOOooOoOOoOoOo!

. 8:59 AM

15th sept Part II
after all the fun we had at sentosa we bid goodbye to the beach, hunks and bikini gals. took a tram back to vivo and decided to have dinner at food republic. after walking round & round around the food court and finally decided to try some "ma la mian"(spicy noddles) which cost $4. well.. the noddles are seriously nothing but spicy.. hahahaha.. after dinner we walk around vivo for a while den the big group are split into two smaller group. Bus and train, i got work at 2100 so i follow the group taking train.

reached working place around 2110? saw jade! lol. with a new hair cut she look like mei ling sia! anyways yesterdays was super busy and i'm super tired after a long day too. good thing is there's jade cos she does most of the thing and i'm a slacker sia! hahaha.
drank vodka lime , gin tonic and bacardi soda, dunno if i'm a lousy drinker or i'm jus simply tired i suddenly felt very sleepy but i still manage to hold on till 1plus before i went to a small room to take a nap. after dunno how long of sleeping i was woke up by jade's voice and telling me it's time to go home alr. i was blured cos i tot i only slept for 5 min? just as i walked out of the room i found out that everything was done. and all i have to do is just carry my bag and go home. i'm so touched sia! hahahhaha.. well.. we flag a cab and send jade home 1st as her hse is nearer den mine. she bought some instant noddles for me and ask me to wait outside of her hse while she go in and take it out for me. after she passed the noddles to me in a bag, heading toward home via ECP the taxi driver like driving so slow can. and keep on braking at the point of time i really feel like puking sia maybe due to the alcohol? i tell myself dun puke on the cab as the taxi driver will have to clean up the mess i made however after sometime i really cant hold it alr. so i take the instant noddles out and place dem into my bag and i puke into the bag that jade gave it to me. hahahhaha.. i know it's gross la budden it really felt alot better once u vomit out sia. this is my 1st encounter of vomiting after drinking sia! hahahahaha! i reached home in no time and it's the most expensive taxi ride i ever sat, it cost around $19.50!! but it's company money after all. hahahha! i manage to slept for 9 hours! SHAUNG!!! haha..

shhhhhhhHhHhHH.. can u hear smth??? my stomach is growlin! i haven ate anything since i woke up man! =DD so ciaoOOooOoOoOOoOoOoo

. 3:45 AM

hello!! 15th sept. Part I
i woke up around 0800, packing my stuff and take a quick shower den i left my hse and heading toward mrt station. i saw Ameera at the mrt station sia, and thru her i found out alot of things about my sec sch mate. i was glad and thankful to god that i'm actually one of the few who manage to passed my o's tho not very good but shld be contented sia. hahaha. After which i alighted at harbour front station, it was around 0940 plus i was like super duper early man! cos no one reached before me. hahaha.. so i took out my hp and sms cs and alvin for the venue to meet,
alvin's replied: meet at mrt station.
cs's replied : meet at mrt station.. u reach alr?
eDwin says: ya.. you?
cs's replied : on the mrt now. hahahhaa. who's there?
eDwin says: alot of ppl budden i dunno their names. hahahhahahaha!
cs's replied: @!#$ i say those frisbee ppl not the public. LOLS
by the time i wanted to reply cs sms, i saw two familiar shadows it's alex and dorris.
so 3 of us starts to waited at the mrt station for around 10 min? before deciding to go hawker center to have our breakfast, saw yin ci on the way we are going there. met the rest of the ppl at that hawker center, after we makan-ED it was raining!! so we bo bian go back to vivo city to walk walk for a while but good thing is the rain doesnt lasts long. Suppose to meet at 10am but only manage to take the tram to sentosa at 11:45?

hahahahahaha! reached the siloso beach after around 5-10 min of journey, the beach was packed with ppl and we had no choice but to place our belonging under three coconut trees with a so called a bed hanging on the trees. i dont what do u call that but it's just like some bed thingy hanging on the tree la. hahaha.. after a while a FAT man came and said to arron "If u dont mind pls dont put your things here." so arron call all of us to shift our belonging to the shelter next to the tree,
arron : move our thing leh he buy the three coconut trees lei!
LOL!
shawn: but the sand is i buy one lei
hahahhahaha.. super funny man. the way they speak is like sibei gao siao.. aniwae the trip is super fun man! there are some pic on the trip

. 2:25 PM

13th sept. circuit revision at 14:25 but i reached cdc about 14:00? i saw yongsheng (one of my sister's friend) congrats to him yo! he passed his tp today! just wondering when can be my turn to have that smile on the face! hopefully in a week time to come.
circuit revision report are as follow :
Slope :8/10
Fig.8 :7/10
Crank course : 7/10
Plank :8/10
Slalom :7/10
E-brake : 8/10
OVERALL :7.5/10

well.. so today circuit was not so bad except for maybe fig8, crank course and slalom? actually bike play a part too cos different bike had different biting point and weight of the handler bar is different too.

Dear God.
Please bless me with a good bike and guide me thru the whole test. I really need you to be there for me. Thks Lord. amen.

The following circuit revisions for me are this coming Monday and Wednesday. 1245 and 1020 respectively. Just for your info i had spent around 1.2k on learning bike but till now i haven obtain my 2B! a average person spent around maybe <500>1000 to obtain one? haix.. thinking about it make me so so so disappointed with myself man! i've been "Diao"(struck) all the way sia! Right from prac1 to NOW..
Prac1 took 4 lesson
Prac2 took 2 lesson
Prac3 took 3 lesson
Prac4 took 3 lesson
Prac5 took 3 lesson
Prac6 took 2 lesson
Prac7 took 3 lesson
Prac8 took 4 lesson
FAILED TP ONCE!!
am i a failure??
i really need alot of encouragement right now so if u are reading this. u might wan to tag my board or pat my back to encourage me? haha.. anyway.. Have to thanks Jian Wei for inspiration talk tho it's kinda a weird way but i truly appreciated that.

it's getting boring cos i can go on & on about me and my journey to license 2B =DD hahahahaha!
so after circuit decided to take bus 93 to eunos interchange and took a train straight to somerset. ate A bento for dinner? Abento consist of fried rice,gyoza and karage and it's only $3!!! how to find sucha deal in town sia! hahahahaha! if you're wondering how it looks like, i shall post a pic of A bento later on.

SHIT! it's 1:41AM now! and i'm suppose to do close everything b4 2AM..
die die die! must chiong alr!
ciaoOOoOooOoOOOooOo

. 4:41 PM

hello everyone..! 12 sept.. just another working day for me. woke up around 13:30 follow by daily routine. brush teeth , shit and pee... Breakfast with my cousin. Slack for quite sometime b4 i go work, decided to take train to work today. Have been working since 17:40 till now, so far only got one customer! tsk tsk! business getting bad to worst sia! hahahahahhaha! but who cares as long i get my pay can already.

So have been online since i started working, haix online oso very boring yo. i was chatting with Jacky and found out that TP result was out and Jacky told me he failed most of his paper sia. i was like stunned cos i see Jacky like everytime so hardworking den like why will fail. Another thing that makes me dropped my jaws was when zy called me and told me that he failed 3 of his paper sia. i was like WTF both of them study quite hard for this sem test sia. Especially zy sia, he was like totally a changed person from a hack care hack care type to those really hang around with classmate at library and study sia! i know zy for quite a numbers of years but he never go to library to study with me b4 only until recently. Felt sorry for both of them at the same time worried for myself, haix when my result will out sia cant bear to see sia! anyways dun be shag bro. just chiong this sup paper can already.

Watched invisible target & One Zhou Xing Ci's (Stephen Chow) show on crunchyroll . Invisible target is an awesome show man i was thinking how can i possibly missed that show man! The ending was kinda sad man Jaycee chan (Jackie's son) died sia! overall i think Shawn Yu is cool-ER den Nicholas Tse. hahaha! After watching this show makes me wanna to be a cop more man! but only thing is i don't want to be those policeman who cycle around the neighborhood or got people commit suicide must go cover the corpse or a snake is spotted must go catch or helping somebody's pet to get down of the tree which it had struck for hours? That's clowning dawg.. i want to join like S.W.A.T team of spore? i want to catch all the bad eggs! Den i will be the biggest rotten apple in spore! wahahaha..
i know i'm abit slow la but it's really a great movie 5 star ***** rated by eDwin the Great! Here are the url for those people missed that show like me or want to watch it again. http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseries?id=5648

Another show by Zhou Xing Ci, as usually he's a joker man! upon watching his show make me LMAO sia.. hahaha.. He's like my idol since i was young man! Chinese version of Will Smith. Or is it Will Smith is a "Ang mo" version of Zhou Xing Ci? Fuk it man same la... hahahaha.. Crunchyroll Rocks Big time!

Hmmm.. tml got one circuit revision 14:25, hope can gain more confident from tml revision b4 the actual day arrival. To whoever is reading this right now. Pls keep me in your prayer man! The feeling of failing over and over again simply suck man!
well. maybe i shldn't be thinking so much. Let the nature takes its course...?
almost time for closing already.
ciaoOoOoOoO..

. 3:14 PM

well well well.. here i am at my work place, Diamond Dust a Japanese's ktv. there's this weird feeling creeping up on me. a mixed feeling of loneliness & sadness, i feel that i dont actually have much friends around me and that i have lost contact with 99% of my sec sch friends. why? that's a good question that i have been thinking for ages however till today the reasons still remain unknown to me. Do i really suck that much?

Anyway.. my 2nd tp is just in another 9 days. i failed my 1st tp on the 16th Aug because of one freaking slope section sia.! haix. =((
nvm nvm.. my second try is coming, and i really hope can pass it this time round. everyone pls pray for me no matter which god u praying to. Just do it. :))
i haven been going to training for quite sometime, i want to go to training but due to work i cant.
i think i shld be able to make it after 14th sept. I really gonna push myself to strive to be a better player. FRISBEE wait for me! haha..

. 10:17 AM

my 1st post.
after so many days of figuring how to create a blogskin , with the help of regina finally i get to create one! wahhahaha.. aniwae.. sorry for wat i said earlier on. well.. guys with blog ain't gay after all. Sometimes guy got feeling deep down inside them but doesnt wish to show it to anyone, blog might be a good option to throw all ur feeling regardless of happy sad emo surprise excited etc etc. =D

. 11:57 AM