Emanuel! =D

2009-08-25T20:29:00.001+08:00

i want to kill exams.
and i want to kill you.
you be careful.
heh!

;e.

2009-08-19T01:42:00.002+08:00

its been awhile since last update. well. dunno wat gotten into me. But just some random thoughts that came across my mind.
here is a story i would like to share.

there's one mischievous boy in a particular sec sch, he is known for all sorts of nonsense like scolding teacher, not handing in assignment, inappropriate sch attire, disturbing others student/teachers, etc etc. if u can name it he had done it.
however there's smth that this boy is willing to change his whole attitude, behaviors. he's in love with play basketball.
he play that almost everyday, during recess time, training, after school and even middle of the night. He not some damn pro player like kobe bryant or lebron james but he still make it into the sch bball team.
he train and train
day after day
night after night
and one day before the big day arrive for him, he got into trouble(like always) and was send to the general office.
somehow as a teenager he felt damn sha(proud) to stand outside of the office and soon enough the DM came and told him that VP decided to banned him from the basketball match tml. upon hearing that tears rolled down from his face, and he doesnt understand why shit like this can actually happened to him. and this will always be a scars that resides deep down inside his heart.

moral of the story?? wat do u tink?

okay. enough of story and back to blogging. ppl who are reading this right now. let me start my post by asking u a question.

have u ever try giving something so much and result aint wat u wanted it?
okay for my case. i did. i wouldnt say i done alot but i really give in my 100% everytime. but somehow result aint wat i wanted. and a thought came into my mind from time to time.
"wat are you playing for?"
5 simple word yet i crack my brain and i cant tink of the answer now.

"personal glory?"
"win?"
"teamwork?"
"friends?"
"fun?"

well. if u ask me some mths ago, i would have answer it straight.! i play for friends and fun! but not anymore. im not saying that friends are not by my side at this very moment but rather i need a real friend now.
i dun need someone to pat me at the shoulder and telling me good job/well done/ nice one whenever i done something right. and fcuking me up the next moment if i done something wrong.

once someone told me that every different player have to be treated differently, some dont need much scolding for them to grow and some need to be fcuk in order for them to learn.
is this really that case?
well. honestly i dunno the answer however frm my perspective i disagree with that. just because if a player that can take all the scolding doesnt mean tt's the best way for he/she.
or at least be fair to everyone instead.
tink about it when personA and personB done the same mistake and personA gets scolding until jialat2 while personB get encouragement. how would the personA feels? just tink abt that.?

i used to say this " ....we are one big family called......" i really meant it whenever i said that, but recently i been tinking. am i really part of the family? or rather does the family treat me as one?. and i really dunno anymore..
well.. now ask yourself...

"What are you really playing for?"'

okay.. time to wear back mask and be the clown again xD
well.. gonna end this post with a lyrics..
ciaoOooOooOooOoOoOooOoOoOoOOOoOooOoOOoOoOoOo

Can you leave me here alone now
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doing what you say
‘Cause I'm trying get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
‘Cause I know
I don't wanna think about you
Don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
'Cause I won't wait
'Cause you won't change
And you'll always be this way
Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away, run away
Running as fast as I can

Run away, run away
I'll never come back again

Run away, run away

Don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out

I don't wanna think about you
Or think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothing
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away, run away
Don't wanna think about you
Run away, run away
Don't wanna think about you
Run away, run away
Don't wanna think about you 

Run away, run away

2009-08-11T19:08:00.000+08:00

I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight
And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybodys screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
Im slipping off the edge
Im hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I cant explain what happened
And I cant erase the things that Ive done
No I cantHow could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life
I just wanna scream

How could this happen to me

2009-07-07T07:00:00.001+08:00

sunday
kfc.
ice-age3
transformer
daohuay.

p.s girlfriend is the best :D

2009-06-16T01:42:00.001+08:00

hellooooo;
collect dust already.
):

2009-06-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

we speak cold and we send little messages, so now simply i wanna say that i love you. (:

2009-05-29T23:34:00.000+08:00

I cant sleep
Everything I ever knew
Is a lie, without you

I cant breathe
When my heart is broke in two
There's no beat
Without you

You're not gone, but you're not here
Is this the way it seems tonight
If we could try to end these wars
I know that we can make it right
'Cause baby

I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And this loneliness that's in my heart
Won't let me be apart from you

I don't wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, I'm hoping we can start tonight
'Cause I don't wanna fight, no more

How can I live
When everything that I adore
And everything I'm living for
Girl its in you

I can't dream
Sleepless nights have got me by
The only dream I ever had
Is being with you

I know that we can make it right
Its gonna take a little time
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out
Lets not cross that line (that line)

I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And this loneliness thats in my heart
Won't let me be apart from you

I don't wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, I'm hoping we can start tonight
'Cause I don't wanna fight, no more

Remember that, I made a vow
That I will never let you go
I meant it then, I mean it now
And I wanna tell you so

I don't wanna fight no more (oh no)
I forgot what we were fighting for
And this loneliness thats in my heart
Won't let me be apart from you

I don't wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, I'm hoping we can start tonight (can we start)
Cause I don't wanna fight, no more

I don't wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And this loneliness thats in my heart
Won't let me be apart from you

I don't wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, I'm hoping we can start tonight
Cause I dont wanna fight, no more
Its a lie, without you, without you

2009-05-11T09:38:00.003+08:00

Disc Knight
First game for Dk white is vs shiok.
well.. it's surely not the best nor a good start for dk.
the final score line is 17-2.
we lost badly..
i guess all of our moral drop all the way down.
it remind me of last year last year sing open period.
dk second team vs shiok. the result are similar somehow.
well.. i tink moral is key of winning/losing.
so we shld all keep our head up high and never let it down. if not we will just be sinking w/o a trace.

we will come back stronger! cos we are Disc knight!

2009-05-03T19:13:00.001+08:00

& there is so much i want to say.
so much to convey.

2009-04-29T00:15:00.003+08:00

something is not right. i can feel/sense it. but however i just cant put it into words. It's an unsettled feeling crawling from the back of my neck!
maybe smth huge is gonna happen.
well.. im lost touch with the world. like seriously i shld read/listen/watch more news or newspaper.
tt's all for now..
stay tune...
there's something i really wan to ask. do i sucks so much?

2009-04-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

sometime its just suck when u done so much yet
ppl just take u for granted.
at times i tried to look on the bright side of it
and i spoke to Him about it.
however the pain just hunting me over and over again.
but the feeling SUCK like seriously.
i know that the world is nv fair
but i need some time to accept and get over it.
so for the time being just allow me to complain a lil..
and after this post i shall stop whining and start moving on..
all i can says is wrong place wrong time..

i thought that u will understand. but why dun u understand.. or try to understand alil... why!
ciaoOoooOoOooOooOooOooOoOoOOOoOoOoOooOooOoOoOOOooOoOoO

2009-04-14T23:16:00.001+08:00

14th is a beautiful day. hahaha!

FUND RAISING YOH!

2009-04-14T23:11:00.003+08:00

EVOLUTION: The process of gradual change and growth in all forms of life developed over generations.

Support the Singapore National Youth Team in a fun-filled fund-raising Hat to raise funds for KL opens. Reminisce the old days when you first started playing by bringing your FIRST ever Ultimate jersey.

Interact and play alongside with people of your own generation and pit against the other age groups in a game of intensity, integrity and intelligence. When it comes to ultimate, did the ancient forefathers of the 70’s get it right the first time, or has evolution resulted in a new improved breed of Frisbee players from the batch of the 90’s? Who will reign victorious? the ancient fossils of the 70’s, the midlife crisis amoebas of the 80’s, or like all things evolutionary, are the latest instalment of players from the 90’s evolutionary superior to the rest? Battle it out at the Seng Kang Fields this May on Labour Day!

For more details, you can register here or contact -
Jon Sng: 9229 7524
Jocelyn Chua: 9831 8796
Date of event: 1st May 2009, Friday (Labour Day)Time of event: 1300-1800Venue of event: Seng Kang FieldsRegistration Fee: Min $5 per person. Free-will donations are welcomed and strongly encouraged.Payment Mode: Cash ONLYThings to bring: First Ultimate jersey (Dark & Light)Format: MixedRegistration Closing Date: 25 April 2009

Go sign up now!

2009-04-07T01:34:00.002+08:00

edwin said he is lazy to update.
he asked me to help him update.
okay.

(: love.

2009-03-29T14:23:00.002+08:00

well.. i can still remember im sitting on the chair, facing the screen blogging abt how this week result aint gonna be the same.
and.....................
indeed the result came out diff...
pls let me proudly announce that

NYP the champion of IVP 2009!

good job everyone!

2009-03-21T21:57:00.003+08:00

once i thought we are the best.
once i thought we are undefeated.
once i thought we could triumph.
but for once i taste defeat.
for once i felt rejected
for once i know what it means by screw up big time...
...
BUT for once i felt i really want to win!
for once i gonna give it my 200%!
and for once i ever felt so fire up!

i will and i must play my 200% next week..
i promise the result aint gonna be the same again!

2009-03-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

Edwin seriously dunno what he wants anymore.. he's truly sick and tired of it.. why are him always do this...

stop acting happy when u are not.
stop acting okay when u are not..
stop carrying the fake smile all around...
stop thinking about yourself..

dear God pls send some guidance frm above..

2009-02-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

hi all. just a short update.. well.. done with project and stuff and only left less den 2 weeks before exam arrival.. and i got F for my DMIT.
my faith still strong with my Daddy God. He will see me thru..
and i realize smth today. i was wrong all these days. and now i see it.. thks.

anyway.. check this out.. nice songggg...

if only u could see my heart...

2009-01-31T01:01:00.003+08:00

hello!! oh god! i almost forgot i actually got a blog! wahaha.. it's been a year since I last update uh.. HAPPY Chinese new year...! anyone want to share angbao $$ wif me? LOL!

I will start off this post by telling u wat happened to me recently and IT really happened. im not making up story/tales/cock.

Once upon a time... *oh wait.. sound very wrong. let's try again*

On the first day of Chinese new year, after all these dinner and stuff. my sister and I decided to go over to Kenneth’s to so-called "bainian" but as u all know la.. bainian bainian.. actually is just to go over his place play card. LOL. so we decided to play "ban luck" or rather black jack with ken's family and friends. my sis and me tog Zhen(banker) and we manage to win 16 plus each. not bad eh..
after we are done with play card, dey go on play mj. like u all know im angmo educated one so I dunno how to play that.

and I decided to take out my lappy to online and try to do my project. So I do and do and do. the more I do the more dulan(angry) I get cos im struck and my BillDAL and BillBLL(name of my project file) went MIA. so I done smth that I regret for life! I puck out my lappy charger as its on AC power only.. thinking that I did something right and I try to turn on lappy again. Just like any other time it loads and takes quite a while but this time round it shows the safe mode screen thingy.. I was like omg.. dieeee..
and on select the "Start window normally" and I wait..
wait.

wait..

wait...

and wait and wait and wait..
OMG!!! oh shit! I dun believe my eyes so I turn off the power and try again..same old screen and I choose "Safe Mode"
and I wait..
wait.

wait..

wait...

and I repeat these step like for at least 5-6 times? and no result.. I know that im in deep shit.. cos I have no back up copy in my desktop or thumb drive.. I was totally lost. the feeling is just like David Beckham jus miss the penalty kick!
I was scare like seriously scared and hate myself for that act of impulsive.
but somehow I remember wat pastor prince have preach bring God into ur situation and not complain for wat happened.
so I pray and head home as its late.The next day I woke up and I bugged all of my project mate and asking for any back up copy of my work. thks amas! he got a back up copy and it's very nice of him to email it to me I really appreciate that. but that copy is rather useless, it’s like might as well I restart everything. DAL, BLL and even database is not there..!!

so I was super duper sad almost bust out and cry.. but however I still have to go over to my auntie hseover at my auntie's my bro in law knows my problem and he try to help me retrieve out my project. and I hand my lappy over to him..

in the evening... my bro called. and ask me abt wat's the name of my project and where's located.wosh! upon hearing this I was like Hallelujah~!
and my bro sent an email to me attach project to it!and I went to watch “Bride war" with my sisters. it’s not bad lar! well..at least better den All's well and wedding game!
and my mobile went off again.it's my bro again. so I answer and I was stunned by wat my bro said. he ask me for wat's my wallpaper looks like? and telling me that my lappy is alive again!!
I was like Hallelujah! Hallelujah! I nearly burst out of tears again!! but this time round is the tears of joy!

okie tt's the end of my story!
and the moral of this story is.........................................
is it really God or its pure coincident?
I leave it up to u to decide. but if u ask me. I will say it out it "IT MUST BE GOD!"

next I gonna tell u another incident that my God had answer my prayer..cut the long story short it's abt me went to buy boots.. I search and search and search wanted to buy smth I like yet its affordable. as my budget is tight.. and I finally found a boot that I fall in love at 1st sight! ADIDAS(All Day I Dreaming About Sex) ! =X F30 white...! wosh.. I know it’s a old model but I tink its nicer den all the other latest model..

so I ask the auntie:"ehhhh auntie arr.. this one last piece ar?"

auntie:"yeah la this one old model la.."

eDwin(ehhh auntie not looking good quite fierce ehh..) : " ehhh okay can i try the size?"

auntie: "go sit there and try lo"

eDwin went over and take a sit to try his so called cool boot

eDwin(AISEH jus nice.. steady la! see the tag $95):"ehh auntie this one can count 90 anot?"

auntie(ignore my qn):"wait ar i go see the other side"

eDwin:"okay.. thks you arr"
.
.
.
.
.

5
min
passed

eDwin(wah the auntie so nice ar climb up and down. aiya if dun haf den nvm lor):"ehhh.. dun haf ar?"

auntie(on the ladder):"ehh dun haf lei. i tink u look for another model"

eDwin(looking very sad):"okay lor"

eDwin pray to God. and telling Him that he really likes the model

eDwin(pick up a F5 or is it F50)"This one got size anot?"

auntie(ignore my qn like again!):" wait wait.. "

auntie climb up ladder and take down one black box with the addidas logoauntie"naa, size 8"

eDwin(looking happy)"thks you"went over to the chair and try putting it on. wosh.. just nice.. and I take a glare into the mirror OMG!!!! look like David villa sia

auntie( brought the boot over to counter and tell uncle):"Take 90 from him"

The End...

and the moral of this story is.........................................
is it really God or its pure coincident? I leave it up to u to decide.
but if u ask me. I will say it out it "IT MUST BE GOD!"

why so?

okay 1st of all if the boot is so easy to find wat's take the auntie 5 min to climbing up and down seeking left and right for it and yet never find it and almost immediately right after I pray and the auntie out of nowhere can see the box right on top at the shelve w/o even climbing the ladder? 2nd wat's makes the auntie to sell it to me at the price of 90 w/o even answering to my qn? normally when u buy things if dey wan to gif u a discount or wat dey surely will say out one ritee.. but not this time...

okay.. I still got alot more of this type of story to share.. but not this post. cos I haven even touch on ultimate yet.. haha..

well.. I have been super duper down form and really on the verge of quitting ultimate for the last few week ago.. I noe u guys noe wat i mean rite.. its seriously everything went wrong! like i cant even catch a simple chest lvl disc.. and worst I cant even defense.. in short totally useless..but I told myself if I quit now I will surely regret for the rest of my life as it's really not easy to come back after quitting.
I personally see alot of example. ppl like Robin, Bolin, Ronald and from the bottom of my heart I truly respect each and every one of them as the you will have to overcome the impression that ppl might give u and the game sense and every single thing. throws stamina etc etc.. so I decided to fight on. I tell myself I will make myself useful and LB ever said this when u are down try to play the position that u are most comfort in. so I take his advise and I try playing mid mid for a few times.
At first I cant really get used to the timing of the cuts

but I still nv give up and keep pushing thru.. despite getting scolded from ppl/team mate I tell myself I really want to play.. at the point of time when I felt that there's really no one that can console me I will talk to God. and things are beginning to went up again this few weeks.. I really hope I wont facing this stage again! but I know I will surely face it again cos this is ULTIMATE! and the only way for u to improve is to overcome all these problem and it will surely takes u to the NEXT LEVEL

weeks ago Kenneth ask this question:"Who is ready for ivp?"
no one answer...

and right now I would like to ask that question!

I AM READY!!
beside from answering I got another question..

ARE YOU WITH ME?

well.. it’s all I have for Frisbee.

okay.. that’s all I have for u folks...! pls remember to tag! =D

do u feel the same as what I have for u?
or is it simply just one sided?
can u pls enlighten me..
It's killing me
But still will keep u
in my prayer
In my heart.. goodnite gal..

Fei Fei new year dress! wosh

Say hi to lil john john

wow.. looking cool

*CUTE*/**CUTER**

What will u get put them tog?
Fei Xiang
Yu Fei, Yu Xiang

Pls vote for me!
LOL

SHHHHH.. =X

Huat arrrhhh!

well.. cool rite? i was the one taking this pic.

CiaoOoOoOoOOoOOooOoooOOOOOOooOooooOOooOOooOoOoOOooOoOoOoOooOo

2008-10-14T23:42:00.004+08:00

hi. sweet holiday had finally over. well.. sch suck! like always. but however manage to edit the timetable from 9-6 to 12-3? am i great? hahaha.. i tink thanks to everyone in my class are coperative. and thks to Lord jesus i manage to change my elective to business mandrian. =D

someone told me when it comes to project everyone is selfish. this really makes me think alot right now is project but next time when come to society and work is it the same? ok. let's take a min and tink. wat really differentiate us and animals is not how we look/ dress like. its something called humanism. What will happened to the world is everyone is really selfish.? i dunno and i dun wish to tink abt it.. No matter what i will not be one of those ppl had sucha tinking as i believe in love and my God.

when God put u into situation He is just training u to be a better and stronger person!
so watever is in front of me i will take up these challenge.

okok. school's stuff aside.. ultimate!!!

nth much to tok abt. jus wanna share this video. maybe many of u watched before already but this really movitate me alot.

this show life about sportsman. no matter wat sport u into its all the same.. train and train and training everyday! and push urself to limit jus for the competition. and when u really done it and u tell urself u done it! the feeling is like wosh! so nyp ultimate i hope we can do it tog jus like the video.! =D

okie enuff of blogging. will blog is time allow =D
ciaoOoOoOoOooOoOoOOOOOoOOooooO

2008-10-03T02:01:00.002+08:00

update!
WARNING THIS IS A VERY VERY VERY LONG UPDATE!
did i mention anything abt my result? anyway.. i got 2.48 for my gpa. good? bad? i seriously dunno. somehow.. i felt things could be alot better.

hahaha.. well.. first of all. i have been workin like crazy for this holiday! like work more den 10 hours every day. but somehow i still manage to go down for nyp training.
speaking of which. training is finally like training. back to the old days. run and run and run..!
pt pt pt! but however i felt its good for every single one of us in the team. especially myself. my fitness is not up dere yet.

Nyp is not sending any team to the grab huck and score. a tourny organize by SMU as due to the bad result we achieve in the previous two tournament. somehow i felt rather sad. as my first ever tourny present NYP is this(grab huck and score.)! its also the day i receive my 1st ever ultimate jersey . alot of memory rushing to my mind and flashback kip on running thru my eye like im back to the day. i could still remember that nyp was split into 2 teams. mark and robin team. well im from ken team which consist of robin kenneth weilong shawn alex jeff me jon dorris and yin ci. haha. here are the link u guys might wanna read more.
http://nypultimate.blogspot.com/2007_10_01_archive.html
it might be great if we taking part cos its a totally different feeling. like one year ago i was been brought up dere. and i wish i could be the one bringing ppl toward champion. like how kenneth, robin, weilong and shawn done it.

however this is not the end of everything. we still got IVP to win rite ppl? LOL!

next.. working is boring no life. so dun bother to blog abt it. =D

next... jus wanna let u guys that my hp is send to service so most prob number will be gone! (like again....) so ppl pls sms me or msn or email or even write a letter to me to inform me ur number.. =DD

lastly. glen called me and told me he bought RVF!! omg!! im so jealous can.. i wan my super4!!! but... seriously cant afford it. =( i have problem maintaining my current bike. haix. so confuse. to buy or not to buy? to sell or not to sell? to be or not to be? haix... any advise of u guys?

okie. im tired and its 2:22AM!! im blogging after i knock off okie! see im sucha good boy! LOL!

2008-09-16T11:38:00.002+08:00

yo! finally found a job at clark quay! Japaneses restaurant like omg again! hahaha.. hope history dun repeat itself. next on SIM competition!

everytime when comes to ultimate i would tink alot, and i realise wat im facing in the beginning of my Frisbee career have follow me all the way until now. i doesnt seem to shake or kick it away, guess it's just me.
but no matter wat i will give my 100% like always! =D

short update on result..
very bad i shld sae.

two B and the rest all C = 2.48! haix! shit..
seriously was disappointed wif it. especially project cos i felt i didnt get wat i deserve!! i shld get something more den jus a C.
i tink is my presentation screw me up and that @#$%#$^@! tutor...! argh! shit!
but nvm.. who cares! =D

2008-09-03T12:29:00.004+08:00

hi everyone..! how's life for u guys?
well.. just cross a mega event of my life.. SINGAPORE OPEN 08!
held at farrer park. well.. its a event i have been looking forward to since the beginning of my ultimate career!

first game we played against kidlat a Philippines team. i guess due to everyone not getting used to waking up so early and lack of warm up and we lost the game. we started off slow and letting them have a 5 pts lead before we start to chasing back however it's kinda late to start to chase.

second game is against a malaysia team. not so much of a problem when we played against them and everyone did enjoy the game and this is our 1st victory!

third game wif vodoo south it's a Vietnam team. everyone put in their 100% and ta da! 2nd victory..!

lunch break...

fourth game.. SMU. well.. tho we won this game comfortably but somehow i was quite worried for NYP as SMU have been playing alot of tourny e.g club league, sing open... we might have a hard time playing against them in IVP but i believe we are in the upper hand if everyone in NYP put in their 100% or even 120%. =D

end of first day.

5th game of the tourny....! playing against FREAKSHOW!! it's their A team not B. if we win this we will be in the 3rd placing of the whole sing open.. actually i was rather afraid to play. and after doing warm up drills. Ben called the line... i was like hoping Ben doesnt call me cos i felt unprepared for the game.. but Ben called my name last.. hahahaha! but i still go into the game 100% effort. well.. we actually got the 1st point but their catch up in no time.. indeed a freak. i was stripped but jason and i didnt called it as i was kinda stunned and cant react in time. i was foul by some guy cant remember who. i caught the disc and he hit the disc frm my back. and i didnt called a foul too. =( we lost the same eventually. im quite disappointed with myself and but i learn something. when there's a foul just call it! i overcome my fear too.. FREAKSHOW are aint tt freak afterall!

6th game lagi shiok! for your info we played friendly against lagi shiok some week back and we lost completely to them.. so i tell myself this time round we must buck up and give it all, and this is a 50-50 game somehow i felt. we score the 1st few point and this bring our moral high like superb high! lots of cheers going on at the side line. we manage to bring victory all the way to the end of game! everyone was damn high! and this is the game i enjoyed most tho i didnt play much.!

last game of the whole open.. RMIT well.. its not a easy game as in they won every game in their 1st day. they are fast and likes to play give and go. before the game Ben point out the we can win them by tactics and we could stop their hucking by throw a zone or clamp. we played hard as always.. and wat Ben had say really works. they struggling with the zone defence. we manage to have a 5 pts lead but due to some bad call from them we still manage to lead by 3?
hahahaha! with CS dramatic layout scored and it bring us to the end of SINGAPORE OPEN 08!

i would like to thks some ppl over here.. 1stly i wan to thks Jesus. He is always there for me. and blessing me on the game. w/o Him i might drop every single disc of the opens.

next. i wan to thanks Ben Ho Zhi Hao. for leading the team well. and never give up on every single one of us. despite giving up his seat in DK white(team A) the vice captain still Keep motivate DK orange and assist the team all the way from the 1st game to the last game! a great captain and a great leader.

next.. Shawn Chen Sheng Han. tho he's not in Team B but he gave me the most encouragement and advise whenever i feels like giving up his inspiration talks makes me wanna to stay on and fight! tho. he's quite cock at times. but he's still a great example to follow(on pitch).

next.. CS. he's sorta an encourager. encourage everyone on the team. indeed the most spiritual player. and that wonderful layout its just seem so drama! LOL!

last but not least.. everyone in team B. Weekuan, Aaron, Bevan, Monster, LB, Neil, TY, Joel, Lennard,Reymar, Edmund,Amy, Dorris, yinci, Wanyee, Eileen, Nicole, TaiXiang, Che. It's really great having u guys as Teammate! =DD

okok.. opens has ended. wat's next? under 21 ultimate frisbee competition at ECP 6th sept! lets go NYP dong, nan, xi, bei! bring some trophy home!! =DD

anyway.. nid ur opinion. C702

G900
well.. these are the pros and cons for each.
C702
pro

water and sand proof as im riding most of the time when its comes to rain i dun haf to worry abt it.
GPS function
rubber grip
cool color
Cheap!

cons

No Wifi
No TouchScreen
3.2 mega pixel only.

G900
pro

WIFI
TouchScreen
5 mega pixel
cool camera lens cover

cons

Expensive
No Gps
No water and sand resistance

well that's wat i can tink of so far.. so any comment? pls tag! thks.
okie! i tink its a long post that indicate that im still alive. well.. cya ppl! cheers!
ciaoOo

2008-08-11T23:27:00.005+08:00

Deprieved chidhood!

Hello!

2008-07-31T22:13:00.002+08:00

It's been a month or so since I last update! I am still ALIVE!
Projects are driving me crazy and I am finally almost done with it!
A summary of what happened this week, Wed was Ultimate's carnival, it was a great event! Everything went on smoothly=D
Today, went to sch to finish up project! Met Josephine and then Eliseus came along too! I did my own project and the two of them did their own stuff.And this goes on for like 12342949 hours! Went for class at 3pm and it was damn boring. Flew back to meet them during break! Afterwhich, i went back for class and they went to wherever they were suppose to go,(one went home, one went for movie)! Thats abt all for today:D

I will update more often!

2008-06-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

update update!
IT show was a killer! drain away all my energy! hahahahaa! but still looking forward for it.. cos of some reason ya.. =DD

well.. my practical test is really a testimony of wat Daddy god had done for me. i screw it up and somehow mark seem to drop from "above"..
hmmm.. euro cup had start for quite sometime but sad to say. i have yet watch any of the matches.. so sad uh.. no ppl jio me watch. T.T
but its okie la. used to it alr..
hahaha!

well.. todae hat tourny my first hat tourny. i tink i done brought 80% into tt gamee. wasnt really my A game. but i learn something new. and where shld i forcus more on..

update again next week?
oh yea.. btw happy fathers day!
ciaooOOoOOooOOoOOoOOooOoOOOooOOoOOoOOo

2008-06-03T00:16:00.003+08:00

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see'
Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are goneI've been set freeMy God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy reigns
Unending love, Amazing grace
The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures
The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mineWill be forever mine
You are forever mine

2008-05-29T09:55:00.004+08:00

practical test is simply just screwed.
why?
because 1st i forgot to bring the note, its a open book btw..
2nd i only manage to do 2 out of 4 question?
3rd it's java.
lastly my second program cant run, as in no matter how i run it. it just run the first program and produce the first result.

Fuck!

haix.. dear Daddy God frm above pls pls.. see me thru...

well... i wonder wat this word "authority" actually means.. so i went to the check for the definition of the word. and i found of tt it can mean alot of thing. one short example is = the "power or right to give orders or make decisions".

yeah.. it's stated clearly that it's power or right to give orders or make decisions. and not power to show ppl attitude and show faces as and when u like. when u got authority, yes u got the right to command ppl but nevertheless pls do not misuse tt authority and dun treat anyone wif any fucked up attitude.

How to be a great leader and gain respect from ppl? well.. i dunno the exact answer to this question but at least from my point of view. i tink that a great leader is someone who can balance the work well. i mean like he/she must do the thing regardless of whether it's like "sai kang "(shit job) or not. and not just do all the leading work and throw the "sai kang" to other ppl.

next....
a great leader must oso communicate to ppl well. and try to put themselves in other ppl shoes
and also not fucking aim at those ppl w/o much popularity.
yeah u can be command ppl but just dun pick on anyone. and make sure wat u done is not to advantage/disadvantage of anyone.
but to me.. i felt no use that if everyone obey ur command but actually many just bear with the unreasonable action of urs. i strongly believe that if u treat everyone with love and care they will respect u frm the bottom of their heart.

p.s
there's a thin line between leader and loser. so dont cross that line..

well.. the above it's just a my perspective. fuck care it if u dun agree wif that. =D
ciaoOOoOoOooOoOoOOoOOoOoOoooOoOooOOoooOooOooOooOoOoOooOooOoO

2008-05-23T15:28:00.002+08:00

hello..update =D
well.. a summary of my quiz result. bad is the word to describe it but frm another view im actually quite blessed. dint really study for it, still manage to pass most of dem. only flunk one. =|

tml will be the league cup! playing for dk freedom, actually i dun deserve to play as i nv, seriously never not even once go for dk trainin.. but nevertheless i would give it my 100% tml! =DD at least try la. hmmm.. target playing time was like mayb 15min per game? is it alot? hahaha.. i seriously dunno.. one game ard 60 min? so 25% of every game? i hope can arr.. budden quite hard.. i aint a impt player afterall.. :|

welll.. project is really gettin on my nerves. after use-case and now! domain diagram?! wtf riteee.... haix.. work work work.. if only i can jus stop workin for like once? hmmmm.. ip net got project oso. haix.. summore im like outcaste by the class. and join the leftover team. (leftover as in no grp la. pls dun get offended.. but i strongly believe we will and we must make it!) let this be a test for me. As our Daddy God want me to be strong and put me in test. thks u O Lord. =DD

jus recieve call frm daniel. my cai shen ye.. lol.. anyone nid a job? june 12-15? pls contact me asap ppl we gonna crushed IT Fair!! =DDDD

ciaooooOoOOooOooOooOOoOoOoOoooOOooOOoOoOoOoOooooOoOoOooOooOOoOOo

2008-04-24T12:05:00.002+08:00

hello. ultimate training was fun. however just not as fun as before, mayb now we are all senior and training time are not as much as before. well.. it's still cool!
busy busy busy!

stiff neck!

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2008-04-20T13:24:00.001+08:00

2008-04-13T20:37:00.002+08:00

well. i noe i had let u down at times. sometime i just hate myself for being so impulsive. but i noe you had alr forgive me b4 i even done it. jus wanna say im sorry. nevertheless my faith are refresh again and i do love u God. =D

so sian!! tml start sch liao.. no more late night no more relax life no more starhub.. =( but i still lookin forward to sch starts. this sem really gonna pull up my sock and stop finding shu ling!!! amen! LOL!

i guess this sem not gonna be an easy one for me, timetable is rather sucky thursdae night class! shit! Gonna train hard for frisbee as a senior on mon and wed. tue sch ends late, thursdae night class friday CG. church on sat and sun.
i tink im not gonna find part time and trust in Him as He is my provider! =DD
btw.. for ur info. kawasaki insurance is the most ex for the class 2B bike.. was like 900+? honda sp only 500-600 plus?omg! i was shocked la.. okie tt was random..

well.. shall update next time.. =D
ciaoOoOOooOOoOOooOOooOooOOoOOooOOoOOOooOoOoOOOOOoOo0O()()o()

2008-04-08T01:06:00.001+08:00

Who Am I
by Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt

Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again

Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

2008-04-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

update update update! =D

well.. i tink i'm like mia for quite some time. it's time for me to do sum update. was workin at inQbox at suntec. for those who dunno wat's inQbox, it's shop tt sell gift kind of thingy creative stuff.. actually dey rent out the box for those ppl who want to sell their stuff dere. hahahaha! was workin for starhub as well.. hmmm... wat shld i sae? 7/h vs 5/h.

hahahahahhaa! some how i tink i need more $$. road tax cummin up. =(
erp is a killer too.. ='( cant believe i spent 200+ jus this month to get my bike fixed. pretty shitty rite... ='((

was mia frm frisbee ever since the ivp. not becos i'm slacking or wat. jus becos i really nid that paper to pay for road tax and stuff. in short i nid more $$$!
i do miss frisbee too. but i guess the team wont be missin me too =(

LOL! i nid soccer time too! loong looooonnnng time nv play soccer liao. very bad rite... hahahahaha. mia frm church too! i really miss gg to the hse of God and cg ppl yeah..
hmmmm... i hope everyone reading this will be doin great! mayb the Lord be with u!
amen!

ciaoOoOOooOOooOOOooOOOooOOOoOOOoOOooOOOoOOoOoOOOoooOOoOO

2008-03-30T02:36:00.002+08:00

wtf wtf wtf.. why does things lidtat kip happening to me. WTF wtf WTf! is it's a accident den why does it happened twice within the same month! shit! damn! if it's a person who tried to sabo me. a piece of advice. dun ever let me catch u red handed. shit! damn!!! :(

another 100 buck! wtf is wrong!

2008-03-18T23:57:00.002+08:00

WE ARE THE CHAMPION! =D

congrats NYP! great job by everyone. we are the strongest! =DD

let's work even harder next IVP! well.. congrats to cs for promoted to captain, loh biao and yc the vice cap! i'm sure it will be another awesome year of trainin wif the new cap and vice cap!

wosh... so happy can.. tml gonna take back my bike alr! wosh!! freakin 200 buck can! =|
LOL!

2008-03-14T12:32:00.001+08:00

1 more day to ivp. am i ready?

Let's do it NYP!

=D

2008-03-11T00:53:00.003+08:00

well.. it's been 6 mths since i have u. is this really good bye? am i fated not to be with u any more? my dear bike....

haix.. no $$ to fixed it. am i useless?

Dear God pls send some guidance from above.

ciaoOooOoOooOoooOooOooOOoOoOOooOooOooOOooOooOOoOOoo

2008-02-26T22:48:00.004+08:00

happy Bdae to eDwin the great!
well.. not really my bdae yet. i jus an advance wish to myself. cos i didnt notice my bdae comin till today look at the calender and realise it's comin like in lesser den a week. No plan for bdae man, doubt will haf $$ to celebrate anyway.. i dun really celebrate bdae yo. =D

my main purpose of this post is to share with u guys a incident i saw today. many of u might tink tt it's nth but it really touches my heart. And this is how it goes.....

As i was travel along new upper changi road toward PIE somewhere near Tampinese sec and bedok inter. i saw a motorcycle those selling ice-cream one, was inverted. YES literally inverted and two TP was picking up those thingy which fell out of the bike, i seriously nv see anything lidtat b4, i mean can u guys imagine how's the rider? i'm sure it's a uncle who riding as u all know those selling ice-cream one surely is uncle uncle ma. suddenly my heart somehow got a mixed feeling i dunno how to describe it. hope the uncle is alright..

okie. i shall end this post by another great song..
hit the play button ppl..

Who compares to You?
Who set the stars in their place?
You who calmed the raging seas
That came crashing over me.

VERSE 2:
Who compares to You?
You who bring the morning light,
The hope of all the earth
Is rest assured in Your great love.

CHORUS:
You are magnificent,
Eternally wonderful, glorious.
Jesus, no one ever will compare (last time to tags)
To You, Jesus.

VERSE 3:
Where the evening fades,
You call forth songs of joy.
As the morning wakes,
We Your children give You praise.

TAGS:

Jesus, no one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.
No one ever will compare
To You, Jesus.

ciaoOooOoOOoOOooOooOOooOooOOooOOoOOooOooOOooOoooOooOoOOooOOooOoo

2008-02-18T21:14:00.001+08:00

hello. well. short update on the exam. math is a killer! 45 marks gone! gone as in gone gone blanket! shet. but i still got faith in Him for my 65 mark. tml dcn will surely get better..! it's time to share some video =D

hahahhhahaha! click on the play button. u wont regret. trust me. =D

well.. my blog seem so bored. no ppl visit one lei. hahahahahhaa.. tag me lei!! dun be so dao ppl! =D

oh yeah.. having an arrow hotel camp! oversea..! wanted to go. but i have no passport. haven do yet.. haix.. =( nvm..

one thing i realise recently. which is as long as ur eye is on God, He will surely bring u there.
hmmm.. i mean like. as long as u look up to Him and believe that you are the righteousness of God and He knew exactly wat u need and wat is best for you. so ppl if things are not gettin the way u want, pls dun get mad cos our Daddy God had smth better den that planned for u.
if you see ppl getting blessed, well. i'm telling u. You are next! =D let's all praise Him.
=DD

ciaoOooOooOooOooOoooooOoOOooOOooOooOooOOooOooOooOOoOOOoOOooOoOOooOOoOoO

2008-02-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

i hope everyone enjoy their Cny! well.. todae is another bad day for me. i lost my cash card AGAIN! hmmm.. i guess this is the 3rd times i lose? shet.. haix.

this is a short post. i jus wanna broadcast to the whole world that i nid a part time job URGENTLY! only left 30 buck in my bank.

Dear daddy god.. pls see me thru.. =((

AMEN..

CiaoOooOoOooOoOooOOooOooOooOooOOooOoOooOoooOoooOOooOOooOoOOooOooOOooOo

2008-01-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

hello and hello and hello again! thks you connie! for the street directory. gee i really nid tt shit.! =D

just came back frm league game. althought we won but i realise alot of weakness abt me. so i gonna blog it up and remind myself i gonna kick these bad habit far far away.

First of all.
My cutting are always at the wrong timing or shld i say none of my cut are a good timing-ED cut. shit!

Second.
My Throw are all noob throw in short i cant throw.

Lastly and my most fatal one.
i only realise todae that my instince of wanting the disc is damn freaking strong, so strong that i cant control and lead me clogging and cut into other ppl lane.

Am i still a ultimatER?
ppl i really appreciate all the advise and teaching. pls guide me more.
dun worry guys. i not being emo or wat. just come to tink abt it i'm as good as any newbie which only noe how to run BLINDLY and dump it behind. maybe some thing are nv meant to be. but nevertheless i WONT give up! (or maybe not yet)

CiaoOoOooOoOooOooOooOooooOooooooOoOooOooOooOoOOoOoOooOOoooOOoo

2008-01-21T13:59:00.000+08:00

hello! it's been ages since i last update. seem so dry. =( well.. latest news. i met ACCIDENT! and ya.. car accident..
the story goes. i was traveling along CTE toward SLE, just came back from ah beng(bike's shop) there as my car's plate lost a screw. everything is smooth and sound only until after amk ave 1. Lane 1 is closed for maintenances so happened tt i was on the 1st lane and i start to do a lane change to the second lane. i signal, i check the blind spot. and just as i wanted to check to the 3rd lane the car in front of me jam brake and i had to brake to prevent knock into it. i brake too harshly and i lost balance and fall right at the second lane. SHIT! for tt split second my mind goes blank, like seriously blank everything just happened so fast that i dun even haf time to react.

The driver came out. it's an Auntie. the auntie, her son and maybe son's gf or sister? 3 of dem came out and check if i'm still alive. aiseh! =D well.. practically like duh. i'm still alive! they ask if i'm okie. and the auntie ask me not to ride too fast and tailgate ppl. and i ask whether i hit them at the back or anything? she said it's okie. she wouldnt mind a small lil kiss from my wife. so dey drove off and i rode off...
something from this accident is wonderful. it's God's grace and his promise for me. i dun haf any injury except a blue black at my ankle and my bike's signal light cui only. other den that everything is workin perfectly alright.. =D Praise the lord ppl! =D halluejah!

well.. put it behind me. tml gonna fix the signal light. =))
oh yea. nyp ultimate had a friendly match with acjc. proud to say that we won. nyp was split into 2 teams and acjc are split into 2 team too.. well.. i'm in ken's team which consist of ken, wei long ,bevan, neil, loh biao, ronald, tc, yixiang, amy, alicia, wan yee, florence. Mark's team had mark, alvin, cs, shawn, arron, alex, jeff, yinci, yu pei and dorris. well.. 1st game we won by 15-4? 2nd game is 15-1. well.. i did some scoring, d-ing, assist and layout. but i believe i could bring the game to a higher standard. =D well.. in short i tink everyone play very well.. and i love the feeling of playing as a team with dem. =D

oh yea. did i mention i lost my helmet when i went to work at DD. i parked my bike at centerpoint and the moment when i wan to collect my bike and den i realise that helmet GONE.
so i left with no choice but to take a cab home. The next day. it's sunday! league day! so i go collect my bike from centerpoint and go down sengkang. after the league game i went to pump fuel. just as i paying i drop my wallet and this lead to my cashcard and cab RECEIPT drop out!!
and i only realized that the following day. Monday. i was late as i went to buy a cash card ! for ur info this is the second time i lose my cash card!! and i cant claim my cab fare.. there goes my $18+. =( so nvm.. i went to sch i was late so i jus park my park outside the slot. no more slot alr ma. and i'm late! so i rush in for lecture. and damn it the lecturer dun wan to mark my attendances it's pretty shitty yo.. after the lecture i went to my bike and decided to move it to another carpark. but to my horror i saw a pink letter on my bike and a chain at the wheel.. SHIT! wat a bad day huh.. but i still believe that God is with me! Emanuel! =DD and somehow i not as fed up anymore.. =D

welll... btw school hasnt been tt fantastic for me as. i flunk my java and DCN however my faith for god is very strong i will put my trust in Him. As i'm nothing by myself but with him living inside of me i can be everything. =D

let's hope that thing will be better for me. especially my studies , frisbee and bike.. =D

CiaoOoOooOooooOOoOoOoOoOoOooOooOoOoOooOooOoOooOooOoOoOoOooOoOoOoOooO

2008-01-02T13:44:00.000+08:00

hello 08 and goodbye sweet 07.

on the first day of 08, i wish my study can obtain a gpa of 3, family and friends around me stay health and world peace! =D

hahaha.. looking back at 07 , it's like so fast can. jus like a blink of eye time had flies and one year had passed. well.. wat a interesting year of me, alot of things happened. let's do a short summary.

jan 07------> working at DD and tamaya
feb 07------> ""
march 07---->working, enrol in cdc.
april 07------> working, learning bike, starting of my poly life at nyp, frisbee
may 07------> working, learning bike, studyin, frisbee, pass my rtt
june 07-------> ""
july 07-------> ""
augest 07-----> "" plus failing my TP
sept 07-------> "" plus passing TP, get my bike
oct 07--------> "" camp focus
nov 07-------> ""
dec 07-------> "" arow adventure camp.

hmmm.. seem so many things happened to me. some good and some bad. but this year 08 will gonna be a great year for me, as God haf promise us. =D
check this verse out.

DEUTERONOMY 28: 3
"Blessed shall you be in the city, blessed shall you be in the country

"Blessed shall be the fruit of your body, the produce of your ground and the increase of your heards, the increase of your cattle and the offspring of your flocks.

"Blessed shall be your basket and your kneading bowl.

"Blessed shall you be when you come in and blessed shall you be when you go out.

"The Lord will cause your enemies who rise against you to be defeated before your face; they shall come out against you one way and flee before you seven ways.

"The Lord will command the blessing on you in your storehouses and in all to which you set your hand. and He will bless you in the land which the Lord your God is giving you.

"Then all peoples of the earth shall see that you are called by the name of the Lord, and they shall be afraid of you.

" The Lord will open to you His good treasure, the heavens, to give the rain to your land in its season, and to bless all the work of your hand. You shall lend to many nations, ut you shall not borrow.

"And the Lord will make you the head and not the tail; you shall be above only and not be beneath, if you heed the commandment of the LORD your god, which i command you today, and are careful to observe them.

well well well... the above are the verse pastor shared with us.hmmm.. anyway. we are livin at the new covenant and Jesus had died for us on the cross 2000 year ago so we can now all enjoy the blessing of God tis coming year. =D

ciaoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOooOOoOoOoOOooOoOoOoO

2007-12-28T02:11:00.000+08:00

Hello world... before i bid 2007 goodbye i ought to blog smth yo. okie let's start blogging abt my camp. Arrow adventure camp. In summary the camp are great not as in the physical part but the worship part i can really felt the present of God. However 150 are still kinda steep yo.

Thks ppl for taggin my board. err.. merry christmas to u guys too! although christmas is a season of giving but there's no present from me =D btw....
How u guys spent ur Christmas? well i spent it at Alicia's hse tog with ultimate friends, i guess everyone enjoy it. Looking forward to New year party if any... lol!
oh yea.. speaking of ultimate... Winter league had already started. hmmm.. i tink everyone frm nyp did a great job except for me. i'm like have been playing for 2 games but with nothing on the stats sheet. Shit! but i can feel that this might be a beginning of smth..... hmmmmm... i tink everything had its own turning point. hope mine is on its way.

hahhahahahaha.. i have been watching movie for the past few weeks too. ( no wonder i felt my wallet is slimming down) =(( LOL! warlord, i'm the legend, national treasure... okie wat's next? mmMMmmM.. alien vs predator? anyone? (tag me to make a booking) =PpP well.. i tink warlord is nice quite interesting not so much of fighting but more to storyline? hmmmm... i'm the legend is cool too.. but the ending seem a lil too lala for me. like as if they rush to do an ending lidtat. great movie with a poor ending..
National treasure are like super boring can! waste of $$.. (From my point of view la)

anyway. if u are budget like me right now. i suggests to u that stay home and watch it online. check this out yo!
www.xiaoli.cc
hahaha. this webbie so cool la.. got prison break, heroes, lost and etc etc! damn cool larr..

well.. before i end this post gonna ask u guys a question. well.. just curious. how many of u guys would actually do smth evil even tho u noe it's evil? LOL! wat a question... tag my board yo. =D

ciaoOooOooOoOoOoOoOooooooOooOooOOoooOOOOOoooOooOOOOoOooooOoO

2007-12-11T15:52:00.000+08:00

lesson of the day.

some ppl are not meant to be fren. there's a chinese saying u can noe a person, his face but u can never know their heart. i guess i cant blame anyone it's my fault tt i actually took u guys as fren, well.. back to square again. i'm sucha loner but this time round i will not grumble nor mad.
It's either i have grown up and became more & more mature or i have a best fren tt nv leave me and yes. He's jesus christ! i have Him in my life. But i tink it must be God. cos i aint tt mature YET.. hahahahaha.

well.. b4 i go i would like to share this verse from the bible with whoever is reading it..

For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life.

john 3:16

CiaoOoOoOoOooOoOoOoOOoOoOOOOOooOoooooOOOOOOoOoOOOoo

2007-12-07T12:12:00.001+08:00

tag board reply..

c.ronaldo.
yeah updated.. anyway.. how's hy?

char
yeah man! siteX rock! =DD aniwae.. wat u doin derE?

siru
yeah.. chilling.. i'm cool now... but i still hate her.. LOL!

yinci
good suggestion. i tink i need break.. well.. mayb i just run out of luck.. haix.. maybe not joinin winter league sia.. haix. =(

-carMen-
although u're sittin beside me now. but just wanna say... thks and yeah. god will see me thru.. =D

bluelicious
thks gal! yuppie. see i'm sucha a good guy sia! budden no choice man.. she forces me! =(

lb
hahahhahaha! bro...! thks but i aint no gay lei.. lol!

Okay.. thks ppl for taggin and cheering me up.. =D stay cool a'rite.. take kare & god bless..

2007-12-05T15:50:00.000+08:00

@!#!@$
fuck u bitch! you're the 1st gal i could actually get so angry over. and pls dun get so proud about it. shit u bytch.. i hope u are readin this.. dun fuckin show me attiude! shit!

2007-11-25T12:38:00.000+08:00

well well well... just after yesterdae i fall off bike and follow by todae! my bike is park inside the lot nicely. but car Fcuking car driver just knock my bike down. SHIT! damn it man! now my signal light, my number plate, gear lever, clutch, brake all cui..
shit man! how can anyone be so irresponsible and just knock my bike down and go... it's the same as hit and run yo..! why cant they just use their freaking pea brain and spare a thought for the owner? those who are riding bike are usually ppl who are not so rich and yet u ppl drive a freaking car and just knock and run. WTF! have u ever tink tt it's aint cheap to get these repair yo! i hope next time ur(the person who knock down my bike) car will be cui too.. what goes around comes around.

oh lord pls see me thru tis.. amen

2007-11-25T04:53:00.000+08:00

23rd nov 07.

what a blessed day i shall say. okie first of all.. manage to finish my vb and math and hand in on time, CG was great and i recieved tongue. well.. it's really a wonderful gift from daddy god.
After CG went on meeting emily for hero. we went to plaza sg 1st follow by cineleisure.

when we reached cineleisure, i parked my bike at the open area carkpark. well.. after which we went on to buy the movie ticket but as usual fri's night is super whoper hard to get a ticket yo. so we decided to go back to plaza sg. This time round i start my bike and just when i was abt to reverse i stepped on the oil on the ground. i lost control of the bike and i fall when she is about to aboard the bike...

Thks lord jesus christ for provided a group of bikers that rushed over and help me pick up the bike. it's like super Pai sei can! like just outside cineleisure sia! so i thks dem and quickly wan to get out of there.. but i can sense that my engine got a bit prob, the engine oil leaked. It just cant get started. keep stalling even i on my choke oso stall sia! once again that group of bikers come over and help me to get it started. After they tried of a while and the whole thing seem to work again, well.. i'm truly touched yo. like i dunno dem yet dem offer sucha a helping hand to me, it's really god sometime but gotta give credit to them too!

So everything seem working again but was tinking about sending my bike for service or smth 1st. anyway.. hero aint tt nice yo. 2h plus tt show? well.. Hitman! die die must watch! if u are reading this u might wan to watch with me? lol. just tag my board yo!

next week gonna be a tough week for me. but my faith is strong and god will see me thru. amen.
ciaoOoOoOoOoOoOoOooOoOoOOoOOOooooOoOOOOoooOoOoOoOoOOoOOoOoOoOoOoOOoO

2007-11-20T06:30:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.
shall began update from saturdae. my very first time attending arrow. It's awesome as the ppl attend are like around my age. but tt's not the point, the main point is i learn smth more abt jesus. After service rush straight down to work, quite tiring sia. Finish work at 11.30pm. Supper with zy at simpang and saw keith there.. after which go home online till late.
Woke up at 11 plus the following day. attended 4th service with ppl from CG. Jansen, the 1st person i met from the CG blessed me with Destined to Regin. it's really a great book.. i suggest all of u guys shld go and read it at least once. =D
they are really nice ppl i tell u.. hahaha.. a group of different ppl from different background and stuff... dinner at marina square with CG. Thks god for letting me met them..
=DD

When the devil tempted Jesus, He turned the Word of God on the devil, saying, “It is written… It is written… It is written…” (Matthew 4:4, 7, 10)

Likewise, should the devil come to you and remind you of the pain in your body, say what God’s Word says: “It is written, ‘By His stripes, I am healed!’” (Isaiah 53:5, 1 Peter 2:24)
And tell Daddy God, “I have Your Word for it and I am resting on Your Word. I am not trying to be healed. My healing has already happened. I don’t care what this body says. It has to line up with Your Word because by Jesus’ stripes, I am healed!”

And if the devil says to you, “What do you have? Nothing! Look at the meagre balance in your bank account. Where is the money going to come from?” say to him, “I am not trying to be rich. I am already rich and I have God’s Word for it, for it is written, ‘My God shall supply all my needs according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus.’ (Philippians 4:19).
It doesn’t matter how much I have in the bank. God’s Word tells me that as the need arises, the supply will be there.”

When fear grips you, don’t say to yourself, “This fear is stupid. Come on, what are the chances of it happening to me?” Don’t rationalise or reason your fear away. The fear will remain. Instead, speak God’s Word into the situation.
Say, “It is written, ‘For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.’ ” (2 Timothy 1:7) What if the fear comes back? Speak God’s Word again. Say, “It is written, ‘For God has not given us a spirit of fear…’ ”

When the devil attacks you, give him the Word of God. There is something about the Word of God that causes him not to want to hang around those who use it. It reminds him of Jesus who rendered him powerless, of no effect, when He said, “It is written…
(Taken from http://www.newcreation.org.sg/resources/dailydevotion/dailydevo.asp)

try readin it..! have faith ppl!
CiaoOooOooOooOoOoOooooOooOoOoOoOOoOOOOoOooOOooOoOoO

2007-11-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

Have you ever feel so tired? not as in physically tired but mentally. well.. i'm really tired of hiding, tired of wearing a mask in front of everyone.. haix.. i simply just miss the good old days when the word "alone" seem so far away.. dear god.. pls give me wisdom, don't remove that mountain for me. Instead give me strenght to overcome it. Amen.

well well well... winter league is now on!! shld i join? i already gave my particular to alex but was giving a second thought. i tink i still not up to the standard sia..

Sent my wife to service. change the engine oil tighten the chain and fixed the rear light.. manage to finish project on time i suppose. done a role play with my group consist of Carmen, Zhong Cheng, Darren and Wei Ren abt some health topic, hmm it's more to funny den educational.. hahaha.. if got chance i will try to post it up.. LOL! tml gonna go for starhub trainin at nyp =DD 11-4. workin tamaya 6-10? but gonna go hockey pitch throw some disc 1st b4 headin to work. but right now i was worry for my DNC sia.. e practical! 5% ica and i dunno how to do. my classmate are meeting up and do tml but but but but i got WORK!! shit sia! 5% tt's alot sia.. haix.. oh yeah! forgot to blog abt how i screwed my lappy and get it fixed all by myself u noe! so cool rite? hahaha.. well.. actually i was using the lappy on AC power suddenly i shift the lappy and *Blink!* blackout.. shit man so i quickly turn in on again but it keep promting me the page say wat start window with
Safe mode
Safe mode with Networking

Safe mode with Command Promt

Start window normally

blah blah blah.

i was like OMG shit! #%@^$%&$ so i get scolding from my sis la.. as normal.. brought the lappy to technical help desk. and "so much" for their help. thks arrr... i try to figure things out and god bless me thru out.. i manage to sort thing out eventually.. but everything on the lappy is GONE! maybe this is a new start for me. i shall hao hao zuo ren alr! wahahahhaa..

welll.... shall update again!

oh yeah.. b4 i go.. check my blog song out! Pu Gong Ying De Yue Ding by jay zhou.. very nice yo!

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英

是记忆里有味道的风景

午睡操场传来蝉的声音

多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信

因为我们等不到那流星

认真投决定命运的硬币

却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定

那样清晰打过勾的

我相信说好要一起旅行

是你如今唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心

我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓

我去到哪里你都跟很紧

很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定那样真心

与你聊不完的曾经

而我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情

ciaoOoOoOoOoooOooOoOOOOoOoOOOOOOooooOOOOOOOOo

2007-11-08T22:48:00.000+08:00

IF U CANT TAKE MY JOKE DEN TOO BAD FOR U. I'M WHO I AM. I SEE NO REASON TO CHANGE FOR YOU. AND DUN FCUKING CORRECT MY MISTAKE! NO ONE IS PERFECT!!

Happy deepavail everyone.. how do u guys spend your holiday?
well. as for me. i started the day with woke up around 9 plus from alvin's hse. cos ton at his hse the day before so ride all the way back to the east side. what a super duper whooper long journey back home. manage to reached home before fei fei go back home. slept awhile before meeting zy.
suppose to meet him at 1pm but ended up meeting at 2? lol!
so decided to support SBS and took a train instead of riding. so went down bugis walk >20 min den went to suntec and city hall. took lunch at kfc wasnt really satisfy with their service (as normal la).
shop for hourS and zy just bought 2 tee... !@$#!#%
LOL! but it's okie bro.. i simply too kind and nice.. =D
well.. lazy to blog alr..
ciaoOoOoOooooOoOoOooOOooOOOOOOOoooooooOOOo
to be continue..... (maybe)

2007-11-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

hello! just came back from camp! wosh! camp focus rocks sia! well.. i'll upload the pics taken once i got dem. just a brief summary about the camp.

1st day
Report to the camp and they paste masking tape and a lil note thingy on everyone's right arm and told us not to tear it up. after which around 7 plus the gather us tog and told us to tear the masking tape out and take a look of the word written on the lil note. LOL! It's actually the group that we are allocated to. it's symbol by animal. well.. LB and me got to the same group "sheep", cs gotten "pig" lol! and we are suppose to find the ppl with the same animal tog but we cant talk or show other ppl the note, we had to made the sound of the animal! There a total of 12 different animal.
"mehhhh mehhhh mehhh" and finally a grp of sheep are formed. as per normal my group are the last group. some ice breaking among the team, draw a flag and name our thing before going for night walk around the school. it's not the normal night walk we used to have but the night walk consist of 5 station. we had to complete all the station. grp 1-6 are known as team A and 7-12 are team B. and for every station the facilitator will assign a leader and only the leader are allowed to talk and the rest are not allowed to make a single noise.

1st station- there's a area covered with "mines" and we are to cross the area w/o stepping on one. well.. it's a great start i shall say. we took around 20 min and 7 casualties and 1 dead. casualties can be either "blind"or "cripple". The blind are blindfolded and the "cripple" suppose to act like one as for the dead are simply off the game. lol!

2nd station- Spiderweb. Area covered with strings. similar to the first station but harder as we have the "blind" and the "cripple". took 1h plus to complete it. with 40 casualties and 3 dead?

3rd station-forming of shape thingy.

4th station- climb over the table w/o touching anything on the table.

last station- crawl on the grass under some string thingy.
After all the station it was around 2-3am? den we have light supper take a quick shower b4 slping

Day2.
woke up at 8 plus? do some silly explanation of the flag and high element!
well. i'm seriously suck at it yo! my leg shivering like nobody business can. make alot of noise when crossing the rope thingy..! well.. this show that i'm a land creature... =D
after lunch continue with adventure sport. rock climbing! hahaha! i also cant manage to complete that.. well.. actually the technique is to use more of the leg strength rather the arm power. after all the action sport we had our dinner and follow by talent time and Miss Tiffany!! well.. Miss Tiffany are actually cross dressing unfortunately i'm the "lucky" one! but quite fun larr. cos like how many time in your life time will u get to dress like a gal? LOL! shall upload pic again! stay tune! after all the performance and stuff. PARTY! dance dance dance and dance! quite fun la! the girls are hot! but i'm still hottest! LOL! jkjk. well.. light off at 12.30am

Day3
woke up by the facilitators 4 plus? and do some light warm up follow by an amusing race-like thingy. tiring but quite fun tho. around 9 plus all of us end the game and going on the last event for the camp! water bomb! =DD i was like super duper wet can! kana smash straight at the face can! pain lorr!! Overall everyone had fun i guess.. head back to the camp and each of us given a tee! group pic , exchange of contact and so on. well.. thks for all the letter...! =DD

Heading home after everything and was tinking of haf a good rest. ahahhahaha. but didnt really slp cos had to attend church service. well.. my sister sign up the arrow thingy for me! and she gave me 100 buck la! i was like super stunned can! going caregroup for the very 1st time this coming fridae.. god pls guide me thru... well.. all i can say is it's really jesus brought me to church. sometime u cant explain something but u noe it's really him..
well.. b4 i go. i would like to share with u this very song... yes u. the one reading this now
ciaoooOOoOooOooOoOoOooOOoooOooOooooOoooOOOOoOoOOOOOo

As the deer panteth for the water
So my soul longs after You
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship You.

You alone are my strength, my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship You.

I want you more than gold or silver
Only You can satisfy
You alone are the real joy giver
And the apple of my eye.

You alone are my strength, my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship You.

You're my friend and You're my brother
Even though you are a King
I love You more than any other
So much more than anything.

You alone are my strength, my shield
To You alone may my spirit yield
You alone are my hearts desire
And I long to worship You.

2007-10-29T13:13:00.000+08:00

hello!
just a short update about last week..

Monday
sch as normal, well i hate carry laptop to sch man! it's so freaking heavy can. plus need to take training gear, not only mine yo but oso my sister's... Training was fun as usual, i guess the moral had rise this might be a beginning of smth.. wahahaha! After training suppose to go home but it rain suddenly. so left with no option but to abandon my wife in sch and take a cab to ken's hse wif my sis. Decided to ton over at his hse and his dad will send us to sch the following day.

Tuesday
wake up in the morning from a weird dream. dream of someone who i lost contact long long time ago. kinda weird tho. aniwae.. i decided to go home to change my clothes before gg to sch. and took a train home den realize that my bike key is wif my sis! but praise the lord manage to found a spare key. so took mrt down to nyp and i was late! hahaha! mayb i'm just used to having my wife "lompang" me! =D sorry team mate for that 5-10min of delay of the tutorial time yo!

Wednesday
No sch for the day! hahahahahaha! so went over to tp to visit zy after which gg to my sis place to help her out with her ipod but i screwed it eventually =(( so sucky la! Attended NYP Student Union Commissioning. well seriously ar.. i really dunno wat am i doing there yo. waste of time except the refreshment part! =X wahahahahhaa... some pic on that day..
yc & me!
yin ci! wahahhahaha! =X

Thursday.
went to sch for the marketing lesson at 11 and kana scolded by the tutorial teacher cant remember her name but she was picking on me la! haix! =(( poor eDwin! LOL! well after school went to my sister's place with ken to visit fei fei and try to clean up the ipod mess i have created.
so meet my connie at blk 18 and had dinner there.. in conclusion Tjc gals are hot! =PpP short skirt!! wahahahahhahaha! okie! after dinner went straight to Dali( sis's place) my sis doesnt want me to touch her ipod la. =(( like waste trip down.. sorry ken. after which i sent connie home.

Friday
Forgot to bring ken's helmet. but thks god for provided me a fren like marcus! he's the man yo! lent me his helmet.. well.. after sch workin as usual. tiring lorr! haix.. dun wish to blog much abt friday..

to be continue....

2007-10-21T11:15:00.000+08:00

OMG!! i need a job badly! anyone can intro me? well.. i guess now i'm only waiting to be fired sia! hahaha! slack too much yo. flashback...
19th oct...
i was working and i sneak to DD(read my previous post if u dunno wat's DD) to take a look of my hp cos i was waiting for sms yo! suddenly the door open den rinako san came in and saw me wif hp. so afterwhich she release me at 10:15 and give me a lecture! i was like !@#$@#%@

20th oct..
a ex-waitress came in and eat yo. and order a ice coffee from me. i key in and wait for her make it for me. however i wait & wait & wait budden she doesnt make for me. i left with no option hence i go and ask her. and guess wat? she give me that look as if telling me that dont try to give them free drink yo! and she check the receipt first before she make the drink!

well.. i really sick of this job sia! and see no point staying. =((
anyone can intro me? hmmm...
ciaoOoOoOoOoooOoOooOo00O0o0o00o0o0o

2007-10-18T22:11:00.000+08:00

hello! it's me again! hahaha! lame it's my blog of cos i shld be the one updating sia! well.. summaries all the point. 1stly nyp ultimate team 2 won 2nd at the smu tourny. tho i didnt play much fixture of the game but i'm still proud to be at the team! MVP goes to dorris! congrats congrats. well.. i tink robin ken shawn weilong and alex played well too but the guys from SIM are strong therefore dey doesnt outshine and for gals wise. we owned dem yo! i tink tt's why dorris get the mvp! she played well too! hahahaha!
okie.. if u ask me wat i have been, ive been great. catches movie wif audre!!! chuck & larry! resident evil: extinction and lust caution.
chuck & larry ***
resident evil ****
lust caution **
sorry all those tony leong (liang cao wei) and lee hom (wong li hong)fans but i seriously tink lust and caution dont worth the money yo. wait for cd come out!

hmmmm.. frisbee training isnt tt good. suddenly everyone morale is dropping to a lowest point, i hope everyone can work hard and improve as a team yo! we can ace this game of disc yo! let's start a new era. An era of championship awaiting for us! =D

school had reopen for me. and this is the 4th day!
well.. tired and boring-ness is the 2 only words i can describe it. i got a feeling that i will die this sem sia! but i still have the faith with god. he will see me thru! i'm under his grace afterall! =DD

well..nth much to say abt alr.. shall update in the near future! wahahhahaaha!
ciaoOoOoOOoOOooOoOOoOOOOOooOOOOoOoOoOoOooOoOoOOo

2007-10-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

hello! i'm feeling happy today so i decided to blog! =DD well well well.. ken intro me a job which is super slack la. all i have to do was just sit down there and rot..! LOL..! omfg.. can u believe this? i'm paid to rot! hahahahahhaa! but quite tiring sia.. or shld i say slpy. anyway.. i was let off earlier too. god bless..! =D tml gonna work again!
hmmm.. saturday got a match at bishan park, still having tt unsure feeling but i will go for it! give it my 100% yo! hope everyone would do the same too.. ppl if u are reading or happened to pass by give some word of encouragement okie? thks in advance.
i tink i'm lazy to type so jus show some pic la. pic say a 1000 words sia! lol

SEE! my black can my shoes get! all thks to my wife yo! =( cant even tell it's white in color. =(

random pic! so cool right? when my sisters and i was young . =D

was playing with the color cubic thingy. dunno wat u called it la! but tt's not the point.

and the point is.. i completed it within 30 sec. impressive? hahaha! shall teach u guys some days.. =D

aniway! i'm looking for ppl to company me go church this coming sunday! anyone? hmmm..
good nite ppl!
ciaoOoooOoOooOooOoOoOOoOoOooOooOOooOOOOoOOOOOOooooOO

2007-10-09T15:43:00.000+08:00

well well well.. it's been ages since i last updated sorry to those ppl out there yo! lol! shall start blogging about yesterday. i went to church. it's called new creation btw.. well really learn a couple of things. like... i'm under grace! and i will remember it yo! =D
after church den lunch with my da jie, da jie's fu, er jie and er jie's fu. and of cos my beloved notti niece fei fei.. sia la.. she grow fatter or rather heavier alr sia. carry abit arm tired liao. LOL!
after lunch me and my er jie plus fu went to Fuhan IT mall to buy my desktop! wosh! SHAUNG!
after walking and walking searching and searching asking and asking.come to a result! HP + samsung 19"LCD monitor!
this is how the com looks like.. with wireless mouse and keyboard! hahahaha..

my niece wanted to be a chef! hahahaha...! way to go yo!

fei fei says"i don't like the camera lar! 2#%!#%$@"

this is how fei fei will look like if my jie fu is indian! (my er jie's fu carry her)

this is just so cool yo! check it out!

today training is great.. LOL!! yin ci nv bring boob for trainin! LOL! pickup pickup and more and more pickup..! today's game was not bad. well done guys!! but i believed we can rise the game even further..! well.. gonna play a so called tournament tis coming sat, however i still not up to standard. haix. but i will played my 100% and give the opposite team a hard time.. dinner at s11 as normal but i really enjoy the tok cock session with the 89's i tink we shld just had dinner supper watsoever tog more often.. =D
LOL!, oh yea.. did i manage about i ride to sch today?! it's like omg la! i lost my way 2-3 times before i reached sia.. and guess how many u-turn i make? 1? 2? no no no! it's freaking 5times!! hahaha.. but overall was good la.. i tink god will surely see me thru. thks u lord! coming back via tpe.. super scary sia! cos my 1st time really ride on expressway.. LOL! and for ur info. next time don't ever wear shorts plus boxer with ride on expressway, when you travel too fast the wind will just blow in la.. den it's like super cold can!
random pic! new hair style! wahahahahaha!

gonna work tml. 10-10 at suntec! super tiring la.. okay folks.. that's all for todae. shall updated again!nite!

ciaooOoOooOoOooOOooOoOoOoOooOooOO

2007-10-02T01:05:00.000+08:00

1st Oct
suppose to reach Bishan park at 1300 but however i only woke up at 11.45? was feeling unwell feel like puking but nth came out, so pack up everything and take a quick shower. left my hse at almost 12.15.. Take a bus down to train station and to Bishan. Saw yu pei and jeff at the bus stop was kinda relieve cos i'm not the only one late and oso i'm not sure abt the place they playing.

some throwing at Bishan park & drills and everything seem alright so had chicken rice for lunch, the most suck-est chicken rice i ever had. well.. i'm not a fussy person when it comes to food but when i say it's suck u can imagine how bad it is la. hahahaha.. so took a cab down to nyp with jeff mark yi xiang, slack ard till training started.

Training are fun as usually but i seriously HATE mushroom drill, it took us ard 45 min to get it over and done with. As normal we would split ourselves into two team, my team was wearing dark which consist of Ken,Shawn,Wei long,Alan,Alex,Jon,Yee meng, Yu pei, Yin ci and Dorris.
well.. in short i tink everyone played well except for me. haix.. still so noob at reading disc and been sky-ed by cs. well.. i dun really mind sky-ed by him but what make me so shag about is
a feeling. A feeling like you hate yourself for not working hard enough to get the disc. i really hate it man! haix. nvm nvm.. shld push myself even harder next time. anyway.. it's really a nice sky. hahahaha!

Dinner at s11 afterwhich travel all the way back home alone. it's kinda sad sia when u travel alone, my mind keep thinking abt alot of things. things like training stuff, ex's and what a failure i am and emo chinese song blasting onto my ear it really make me shred a tear or two sia! hahahaha..

i tink i'm tired and lazy to go on liao. but before i go check this video out. Another song sang out my feeling.. hope you are reading this. =( haix

飞机已离开机场
你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘
忘了我们爱的过往
忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强
从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲
还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样
不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你
我想再重来一次
回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事
怎么做才能够停止
后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆
为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候
总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错
错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走
能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听
你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜
请你相信我的心还是爱你

CiaoOoOoOooOooOoOoOoOoOoOooOoOOo

2007-10-01T04:18:00.000+08:00

29th sept.
THE ARRIVAL OF KAWASAKI KRR150 cc FV7430J!
well.. after my dearest sister, Connie and my sec sch bro Dennis lent me money to buy my insurances i manage to transfer the ownership of the bike. Ken help me which servicing of my bike and taught a couple of things on the road,. after servicing my bike Ken and i went to my sister's place to visit fei fei my beloved niece and spent our afternoon watching the show King Aurther, it's a not bad movie smth like those war movie in the olden days of rome. Afterwhich Ken sent me to the bike shop to collect my bike and heading home to fetch my sister. We went to "Lim Ah Boy" a name of a shop selling accessory for bike but this time round i was not riding my bike cos i really cant used to the road u see. bought a raincoat and helmet for myself at 60? hahaha! after that we went to fetch my another sister, Betty heading home to get my bike to go to Changi to eat the nasi lemak. well it's really quite fun but dangerous when u are on the road like wat my mother always said car is metal covering flesh but bike is flesh covering metal (in chinese of cos) hahahaha! don't worry mum. i'll keep that in mind and rest assure i'll be a safe rider at all times.

My new wife! LOL! isnt she sexy?

Random pics. Fei Fei and my sister. alamak.. i tink fei fei dun like my sis sia! wahahhaha! =X

okay. stopping here already gonna check out my wife yo!
ciaoOoOoOOooOOOoOoOooOooO

2007-09-27T14:56:00.000+08:00

26th sept
training! at 1500 but i was late for like almost a hour? started off with 4 rounds around hockey pitch follow by 50 forehand 50 backhand. well.. after which come a mushroom drill i was like kinda new to this drill, so cs guide me thru the drill. supposedly to do 20 catches however we did not make it due to low moral and mark decided to stop the drill. cs gets angry and spike the disc which lead us to suicided but tt's okie. cos frisbee is a team sport if one person struggle we all struggle, one person triumph we all triumph!
after which was pick-up follow by some light pt and pick up again. hahaha.. it's a enjoyable training for everyone i guessed. heading home after that as usually alone and lonely, long waiting for bus 45 and suddenly a song keep on playing inside my head.

走在熙来攘往的街头你不再牵着我的手
小心翼翼的将你小指勾泪也小心翼翼的流
有些事情你在瞒着我你终于还是开了口
淡淡一句～还是朋友(小心翼翼的将你的小指勾)撕裂的心
犹如刀割知道分手后你不难过你比从前快乐
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口
那过往的欢乐是否褪色想问你怎么舍得
不要在耳边再说你会想我

it's a nice song isnt it? quite meaningful in fact like sang out how i really felt. if only u can read this =((
well.. gonna go for work alr. shall blog again! =D take kare ppl!
ciaoOoOOOOoooooOoooOOoOoOOoOo

2007-09-25T13:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO! it's been a long long time since i last blog. well.. i'm so lazy CAN! hahaha.. hmm.. actually there's nth much to blog about too.. have been working working and working. =( oooohhh wait.. i attended church..! after so long, learn a couple of things abt god. in short grace aint a license to sin. =PpP
Frisbee training have been fun yet tiring for me but i'm still so lousy.. =( was wondering when i can play like the rest. haixxx... nvm nvm i shall work even harder. hehS!

i want to watch this show sia
now i pronounce chuck & larry.

Two comedy dynamos unite in this comedy from director Dennis Dugan (PARENTHOOD, HAPPY GILMORE). Brooklyn firefighters Larry Valentine (Kevin James) and Chuck Levine (Adam Sandler) have watched each others back since they met in the Academy even though they are different as can be. Playboy Chuck cant get enough of the ladiesand they cant get enough of him. Larry, meanwhile, is a widower raising two young children and still grieving the death of his wife. When Larry saves Chucks life on a call, he comes up with a unique way for his buddy to repay him: having missed the opportunity to name his children beneficiaries, he asks Chuck to act as his domestic partner so that his children will be provided for if tragedy strikes. But these two buddies soon find themselves the subject of an investigation by the city. Enter Alex McDonough (Jessica Biel), their highly attractive attorney who leaves Chuck desperately wishing he wasnt pretending to be gay
LOL! anyone???
it's rated M18 so if u're still a kidd pls dun waste ur time yo! LOL!

hmmm.. happy mid-autumn festival pple!! enjoy eating mooncake yo.. well.. i gonna meet my chang er alr.. hahahaha! shall blog again.. =D
ciaOoOOOOooOoOOoOoOoO

2007-09-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

2oth sept
i woke up at 0630 if u rmb today it's my 2nd attempt for tp, and i need to reach cdc at 0700. so i hurry wash up and everything den ran to the bus stop hoping bus 45 will arrival soon. praise the lord! bus 45 came right after i reached the bus stop hence manage to be on time for tp.

By the time i step into cdc everyone was took their number tag alr so i hurry walk down and check for my number tag. no.78 was the number tag hanging across my chest as usual there will be 90 ppl taking the test for ur info, previously my number was 88 well the number is arrange by age group so meaning there're more 1989 ppl taking today tp. i was wonder if i fail again my number will be 68? den 58, 48, 38,28,18,08!! LOL! okie joke aside.

Before the actual test start there will be a warm up round which is let u complete one circuit.(slope,fig8,crank course,plank,slalom and e-brake) The warm up round wasnt tt fantastic
especially for the fig8 haix. as per normal first 40 bike gets to go off 1st, wait and wait and wait.... finally the instructors called out 76 77 78 put on your helmet and gloves. i'm super nervous at the point of time almost feel like puking sia! hahahaha! but manage to hold it la, so entering slope which caused me an immediate failure at my first tried kinda had that fear of stalling engine AGAIN! but everything turns out alright. Basically the circuit is good so hit the road right after i'm done with e brake.
Road was fine just that during the u-turn part got one stupid driver driving a stupid car cut my lane and i almost hit on to the car but praise the lord once again i manage to jam brake! so after the road returning back to school park the bike and slack ard until 11.30.
Inside a room not any bigger den tutorial lab containing 90 "kan chiong ppl" waiting for judgment day! if your number tag is called meaning u fukin screw the test. so the list goes blah blah blah... when it comes to my group the instructor shouted out 76,80,81. i was like SHUANG!! cos i pass the test alr la! wahahhahaha..
so spent 50 buck to make the license. hmmm? come to think abt it i spent exactly 6months to complete the whole thing. my first practical was on 20th march-20sept.
this is how much i had spend. not included PDL and the license. hahahhaha! but it's okay cos i still manage to pass la sia!

okay afterwhich still hyper about passing so company my sister and her fren to go jogging. we jog and jog and jog right from bedok to ecp and frm ecp to bedok. well.. i tink i'm a good runner but however my sister seem to be better den me sia! cos i stop half way i really cant take it for that moment i tot i was about to die sia! (dramatic) =.-!
LOL!
well it's getting late yo. and tml gonna be a long day for me. hahahha. .good nite yo. tag me if u need a ride! hhahahahahhaha.
ciaoOoOoOOOOoooOOoO

2007-09-19T09:20:00.000+08:00

well.. just a quick updated before i go to circuit..
RESULT IS OUT!!
my result are as follow

IT1101
COMPUTING MATHEMATICS 1-------------------D+

IT1106
ESSENTIALS OF INFOCOMM TECHNOLOGY-----------------C+

IT1110
COMMUNICATION SKILLS 1-------------------------B

IT1111
PROGRAMMING ESSENTIALS----------------------B

IT1193
INTERACTIVE WEB APPL DEVELOPMENT PROJECT---------------B

IT1209
INTERACTIVE WEB APPLICATION DEVELOPMENT---------------C+

IT2182
MARKETING 1------------------------------------------------------B

overall GPA= 2.6

conclusion:
not bad la. heng heng my math pass sia! cos i was like handing in a blank piece of paper sia. but was kinda disappointed with 1209 1111 1106, i was expecting A for java, B for 1209 and 1106. i'm still happie with my result overall. =D
okie gonna ciao for circuit alr! see ya ppl!

2007-09-19T08:59:00.000+08:00

17th sept. today is just not my day but i cant believe myself actually not really that sad.

CDC incident
woke up at 12 plus and realise my hp isn't by my side so i tried to find it.i search high and low but i just cant find it suddenly i remember that my sister threw my hp and it landed under the bed. poor hp. ='(so i slack around till 1300 b4 i decided to go take a shower, left hse around 1345 and heads toward cdc. when i reached cdc it was ard 1420 so i wait till 1435 before i can submit the book thingy.when the instructor take out all the document,i glance down and found out my document not brought out so standard procedure you will have to show them the receipt if your document is not there. so i went to the office and print out my recipe the qn isn't that long but the ppl using are taking their own sweet time, i was like super anxious la cos they will begin the warm up anytime.After a long long time finally they are done with that computer thingy so i hurry log in and print out the recipe just as i hit print button there's no paper coming out i was like wtf! so i tried again but the paper doesn't seem to like me, hence i chiong go the computer beside it this time round everything seem to work properly. when the paper is printing i take a quick look at it, to my horror i saw something i not suppose be seeing!!! It's the timing of the circuit revision is actually1245-1425 i was like !@#!#$%@#. LOL!!! This is not my 1st time came to the wrong timing sia!Why am i so blur? LOL! so i decided to try my luck and see if i can just blend in with the rest so i took the no.8 tag and submit my booklet and recipe in and hoping they don't stop me.They really never stop me sia, so i proceed on to do the warm up and everything. Just as i thought everything is going to be smooth sailing, i heard someone shouting"Number 8! stop!"and......................

Waiting incident
heading toward NYP after i'm been chase off, meeting cs at 1500 at north canteen for soccer game when i reached north canteen it was 1520? i tot i gonna be late,when i step into canteen i cant find any familiar faces around so i called cs. He told he's reaching soon so i go and get the soccer ball first. After i came back with the ball no familiar shadow around and i grab some quick bite and wait for them. only after 1600 plus i saw cs coming wif ben,alex and dorris wait for them to had their lunch shawn join in later too. we go to hockey pitch for soccer game!

Training incident
After soccer game we began training started off with 3 rounds around the hockey pitch follow by warm up after which we played monkey.Hopping drill and Hucking drill are next,and finally pickup. jon and i are suppose to "apple,orange" as standard i never fancy orange so i chose apple. Ben led the "apple" wore light and Robin led the "orange" wore dark, apple team consist of ben,shawn,neil,garrick,monster,jeff,yeemeng,alicia,wan yee,cong pei,yinci and me. while orange team consist of robin,arron weilong,alvin,derrick,LB,alex,cs,jon,yixiang,yupei,amy,dorris.(sorry if i left anyone out cos i cant remember clearly la)so the line was unbalance ben's team are weaker and the game wasn't good at all i made alot of mistake,there's one opportunity to score but i just missed it. =(i simply sucks at reading disc after 5month plus of training i still cant read the disc was super disappointed with myself.WHY AM I SUCK AT READING!?! =((We lost the game,some of us lost confident and a handful of us lost pride.after the light is off ben gather the light team and gave team talk, something about what's ben said inspire me in one way or another.
There're two kind of ppl when it's comes to losing,1: keep on sinking way down and keep on losing2:Pick themselves up and fight back on to the game. i don't wan to be the 1st type of ppl i want to be those ppl that can actually pick themselves up and fight even harder. well.. thru this game i actually discover my weakness and shall practise more on disc reading.i really wants and will strive to improve! and i hope everyone can improve tog after all we are still a team! NYP ultimate!omg i hooked on this game!LOL!!

well.. i'm super tired after sucha long day! good nite ppl! feel free to tag my board yo! =XciaOoOooOOOooOoOOoOoOo!

2007-09-17T03:45:00.000+08:00

15th sept Part II
after all the fun we had at sentosa we bid goodbye to the beach, hunks and bikini gals. took a tram back to vivo and decided to have dinner at food republic. after walking round & round around the food court and finally decided to try some "ma la mian"(spicy noddles) which cost $4. well.. the noddles are seriously nothing but spicy.. hahahaha.. after dinner we walk around vivo for a while den the big group are split into two smaller group. Bus and train, i got work at 2100 so i follow the group taking train.

reached working place around 2110? saw jade! lol. with a new hair cut she look like mei ling sia! anyways yesterdays was super busy and i'm super tired after a long day too. good thing is there's jade cos she does most of the thing and i'm a slacker sia! hahaha.
drank vodka lime , gin tonic and bacardi soda, dunno if i'm a lousy drinker or i'm jus simply tired i suddenly felt very sleepy but i still manage to hold on till 1plus before i went to a small room to take a nap. after dunno how long of sleeping i was woke up by jade's voice and telling me it's time to go home alr. i was blured cos i tot i only slept for 5 min? just as i walked out of the room i found out that everything was done. and all i have to do is just carry my bag and go home. i'm so touched sia! hahahhaha.. well.. we flag a cab and send jade home 1st as her hse is nearer den mine. she bought some instant noddles for me and ask me to wait outside of her hse while she go in and take it out for me. after she passed the noddles to me in a bag, heading toward home via ECP the taxi driver like driving so slow can. and keep on braking at the point of time i really feel like puking sia maybe due to the alcohol? i tell myself dun puke on the cab as the taxi driver will have to clean up the mess i made however after sometime i really cant hold it alr. so i take the instant noddles out and place dem into my bag and i puke into the bag that jade gave it to me. hahahhaha.. i know it's gross la budden it really felt alot better once u vomit out sia. this is my 1st encounter of vomiting after drinking sia! hahahahaha! i reached home in no time and it's the most expensive taxi ride i ever sat, it cost around $19.50!! but it's company money after all. hahahha! i manage to slept for 9 hours! SHAUNG!!! haha..

shhhhhhhHhHhHH.. can u hear smth??? my stomach is growlin! i haven ate anything since i woke up man! =DD so ciaoOOooOoOoOOoOoOoo

2007-09-16T14:25:00.000+08:00

hello!! 15th sept. Part I
i woke up around 0800, packing my stuff and take a quick shower den i left my hse and heading toward mrt station. i saw Ameera at the mrt station sia, and thru her i found out alot of things about my sec sch mate. i was glad and thankful to god that i'm actually one of the few who manage to passed my o's tho not very good but shld be contented sia. hahaha. After which i alighted at harbour front station, it was around 0940 plus i was like super duper early man! cos no one reached before me. hahaha.. so i took out my hp and sms cs and alvin for the venue to meet,
alvin's replied: meet at mrt station.
cs's replied : meet at mrt station.. u reach alr?
eDwin says: ya.. you?
cs's replied : on the mrt now. hahahhaa. who's there?
eDwin says: alot of ppl budden i dunno their names. hahahhahahaha!
cs's replied: @!#$ i say those frisbee ppl not the public. LOLS
by the time i wanted to reply cs sms, i saw two familiar shadows it's alex and dorris.
so 3 of us starts to waited at the mrt station for around 10 min? before deciding to go hawker center to have our breakfast, saw yin ci on the way we are going there. met the rest of the ppl at that hawker center, after we makan-ED it was raining!! so we bo bian go back to vivo city to walk walk for a while but good thing is the rain doesnt lasts long. Suppose to meet at 10am but only manage to take the tram to sentosa at 11:45?

hahahahahaha! reached the siloso beach after around 5-10 min of journey, the beach was packed with ppl and we had no choice but to place our belonging under three coconut trees with a so called a bed hanging on the trees. i dont what do u call that but it's just like some bed thingy hanging on the tree la. hahaha.. after a while a FAT man came and said to arron "If u dont mind pls dont put your things here." so arron call all of us to shift our belonging to the shelter next to the tree,
arron : move our thing leh he buy the three coconut trees lei!
LOL!
shawn: but the sand is i buy one lei
hahahhahaha.. super funny man. the way they speak is like sibei gao siao.. aniwae the trip is super fun man! there are some pic on the trip

what's lovely beach and lovely couple!

Frisbee time...! LB featuring yi xiang

Shawn the muscular man!

under the sea! 4 mermaid sia! (yinci, amy , alicia and dorris) LOLS

cs with a big *ahem*..

this doesnt belong to u cs, this is mine! said robin

wahahahha.. pls dun rape me! - LB

this a one weird guy. he tried to pick up all the seaweed floating on the sea sia! i think he's trying to keep the sea clean? or he simply wan to eat seaweed? LOL!

seee! how much he picked! tt's insane yo!

check it out yo! the guy with a nice hairdo! lols
a "cooked" verision of me!

qn: what does a emo eDwin have to sae to emo LB?
ans: let's emo tog! LOLS

2007-09-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

13th sept. circuit revision at 14:25 but i reached cdc about 14:00? i saw yongsheng (one of my sister's friend) congrats to him yo! he passed his tp today! just wondering when can be my turn to have that smile on the face! hopefully in a week time to come.
circuit revision report are as follow :
Slope :8/10
Fig.8 :7/10
Crank course : 7/10
Plank :8/10
Slalom :7/10
E-brake : 8/10
OVERALL :7.5/10

well.. so today circuit was not so bad except for maybe fig8, crank course and slalom? actually bike play a part too cos different bike had different biting point and weight of the handler bar is different too.

Dear God.
Please bless me with a good bike and guide me thru the whole test. I really need you to be there for me. Thks Lord. amen.

The following circuit revisions for me are this coming Monday and Wednesday. 1245 and 1020 respectively. Just for your info i had spent around 1.2k on learning bike but till now i haven obtain my 2B! a average person spent around maybe <500>1000 to obtain one? haix.. thinking about it make me so so so disappointed with myself man! i've been "Diao"(struck) all the way sia! Right from prac1 to NOW..
Prac1 took 4 lesson
Prac2 took 2 lesson
Prac3 took 3 lesson
Prac4 took 3 lesson
Prac5 took 3 lesson
Prac6 took 2 lesson
Prac7 took 3 lesson
Prac8 took 4 lesson
FAILED TP ONCE!!
am i a failure??
i really need alot of encouragement right now so if u are reading this. u might wan to tag my board or pat my back to encourage me? haha.. anyway.. Have to thanks Jian Wei for inspiration talk tho it's kinda a weird way but i truly appreciated that.

it's getting boring cos i can go on & on about me and my journey to license 2B =DD hahahahaha!
so after circuit decided to take bus 93 to eunos interchange and took a train straight to somerset. ate A bento for dinner? Abento consist of fried rice,gyoza and karage and it's only $3!!! how to find sucha deal in town sia! hahahahaha! if you're wondering how it looks like, i shall post a pic of A bento later on.

SHIT! it's 1:41AM now! and i'm suppose to do close everything b4 2AM..
die die die! must chiong alr!
ciaoOOoOooOoOOOooOo

2007-09-13T15:14:00.000+08:00

hello everyone..! 12 sept.. just another working day for me. woke up around 13:30 follow by daily routine. brush teeth , shit and pee... Breakfast with my cousin. Slack for quite sometime b4 i go work, decided to take train to work today. Have been working since 17:40 till now, so far only got one customer! tsk tsk! business getting bad to worst sia! hahahahahhaha! but who cares as long i get my pay can already.

So have been online since i started working, haix online oso very boring yo. i was chatting with Jacky and found out that TP result was out and Jacky told me he failed most of his paper sia. i was like stunned cos i see Jacky like everytime so hardworking den like why will fail. Another thing that makes me dropped my jaws was when zy called me and told me that he failed 3 of his paper sia. i was like WTF both of them study quite hard for this sem test sia. Especially zy sia, he was like totally a changed person from a hack care hack care type to those really hang around with classmate at library and study sia! i know zy for quite a numbers of years but he never go to library to study with me b4 only until recently. Felt sorry for both of them at the same time worried for myself, haix when my result will out sia cant bear to see sia! anyways dun be shag bro. just chiong this sup paper can already.

Watched invisible target & One Zhou Xing Ci's (Stephen Chow) show on crunchyroll . Invisible target is an awesome show man i was thinking how can i possibly missed that show man! The ending was kinda sad man Jaycee chan (Jackie's son) died sia! overall i think Shawn Yu is cool-ER den Nicholas Tse. hahaha! After watching this show makes me wanna to be a cop more man! but only thing is i don't want to be those policeman who cycle around the neighborhood or got people commit suicide must go cover the corpse or a snake is spotted must go catch or helping somebody's pet to get down of the tree which it had struck for hours? That's clowning dawg.. i want to join like S.W.A.T team of spore? i want to catch all the bad eggs! Den i will be the biggest rotten apple in spore! wahahaha..
i know i'm abit slow la but it's really a great movie 5 star ***** rated by eDwin the Great! Here are the url for those people missed that show like me or want to watch it again. http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseries?id=5648

Another show by Zhou Xing Ci, as usually he's a joker man! upon watching his show make me LMAO sia.. hahaha.. He's like my idol since i was young man! Chinese version of Will Smith. Or is it Will Smith is a "Ang mo" version of Zhou Xing Ci? Fuk it man same la... hahahaha.. Crunchyroll Rocks Big time!

Hmmm.. tml got one circuit revision 14:25, hope can gain more confident from tml revision b4 the actual day arrival. To whoever is reading this right now. Pls keep me in your prayer man! The feeling of failing over and over again simply suck man!
well. maybe i shldn't be thinking so much. Let the nature takes its course...?
almost time for closing already.
ciaoOoOoOoO..

2nd post of the day!

2007-09-12T10:17:00.000+08:00

well well well.. here i am at my work place, Diamond Dust a Japanese's ktv. there's this weird feeling creeping up on me. a mixed feeling of loneliness & sadness, i feel that i dont actually have much friends around me and that i have lost contact with 99% of my sec sch friends. why? that's a good question that i have been thinking for ages however till today the reasons still remain unknown to me. Do i really suck that much?

Anyway.. my 2nd tp is just in another 9 days. i failed my 1st tp on the 16th Aug because of one freaking slope section sia.! haix. =((
nvm nvm.. my second try is coming, and i really hope can pass it this time round. everyone pls pray for me no matter which god u praying to. Just do it. :))
i haven been going to training for quite sometime, i want to go to training but due to work i cant.
i think i shld be able to make it after 14th sept. I really gonna push myself to strive to be a better player. FRISBEE wait for me! haha..

Hello world!

2007-09-11T11:57:00.000+08:00

my 1st post.
after so many days of figuring how to create a blogskin , with the help of regina finally i get to create one! wahhahaha.. aniwae.. sorry for wat i said earlier on. well.. guys with blog ain't gay after all. Sometimes guy got feeling deep down inside them but doesnt wish to show it to anyone, blog might be a good option to throw all ur feeling regardless of happy sad emo surprise excited etc etc. =D